Don't you dare
My mind yells
You don't deserve to live
Just do it already
I have no way to
I'm kept under lock and key
No metal silverware
No shaving
Nothing from my home
I can't cut right now
There is no way
You stupid bitch
You should have snuck a knife in on your inner leg
I should have I tell myself
Maybe I could have shut my mind up
Maybe it wouldn't be bothering me
Maybe I should have succeeded before
Maybe if I had cut deeper
Maybe if I had taken more medication
Maybe.....
