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You: I just-
Josh: what?
You: I just need you back I want you back in my life in our life
Josh: I'm so stupid
You: it's fine I guess
Josh: I want you right now.
You: tomorrow we will come back home and then me and you will talk
Josh: oh tomorrow?
You: yeah why?
Josh: just asking
You: k I'm gonna go
Josh: cool I'm gonna get In N Out
You: bye
Josh: see ya
He ends the call and Sam looks at you
You: what's up?
Sam: why are we going back?
You: do you not want to?
Sam: no
You: why not?
Sam: I just don't want to!!
You: tough luck we are going. Me and daddy are going to get married soon and we need to talk things out.
Sam: but he was saying to I think it was Nessa that he doesn't wanna get married right now.
You: what?!
Sam: yeah I heard him say that.

You couldn't believe what was being revealed to you. You thought you both wanted this. He was the one to propose but I guess not. What would happen to you now?

Madison walks into your room: food is ready!
You: I'm not hungry but Sam you go eat
Sam: ok
Madison: is everything ok?
You: yeah it's fine.
Madison: you sure?
You: yeah
Madison: well you can talk to me if you're not.
You: yeah but I'm fine
Madison: alright if you say so
She goes back downstairs and three of them eat
(     Your dad included     )

You lay on your side contemplating whether or not to tell josh that you know what he said.
You were stuck on your decision.
You just wanted to be happy. Just wanted to be with him. But if he didn't want to be with you what's the point?

Your thoughts are delayed as josh texts you

Hey sorry about this but tomorrow I'm going on a work trip for a couple of days.

You were relieved. This meant you would have to deal with this for a few days.

K

Is everything ok?

Yes

Why do you keep giving one word replies and you never text back K by itself?

Nothing im just tired

Are you sure?

Yes

You don't check your phone after that.
You wanted everything to go back how it was: a life full of bliss but it doesn't seem like that's happening.

You knew you had to deal with this at some point but you couldn't take it. He was the love of your life but he didn't want to marry you. You fall asleep thinking about josh and Sam goes to sleep in the guest room

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