Is it bad for me to want to feel you?
To touch you?
To lay my body in your embrace and let your lips touch every inch of me?
I cant help the drool on my lips and the numbness of my own mind when I see you.
Can I touch you?
Please can I touch you?
I'm sorry but I can't help myself.
I just want to make you feel good.
.. I want to feel good..
Can you make me feel good.. I bet you could..
Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself when I think of us. We have no label and we both aren't ready for one but I know in my heart I wanna make you feel good. I wanna touch you and let my fingers dance across your skin. I yearn for a connection but fear it just the same.
Hook up culture is so ugly for what I hold myself to be and yet I consider if we could spend one night together..
Just one night for me to satisfy my need..
I'm sorry I'm getting ahead of myself again. I'm not thinking straight. I might be losing my mind.
I feel like an animal in heat more than I feel human.
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Dark skinned Dreams
RandomJust trying to find myself and my place. Just trying to find peace. People told me I should make a diary and this is it. It's all personal thoughts and feelings I hope that I'm not alone in feeling. Major trigger warning ahead.
