Billie Eilish imagines

No goodbye ?

"Really bil your going on tour again you just got back, don't you recall last fucking week when you said and I quote I'll take a break so can I spend more time with you!" I yell to Billie my girlfriend

"Y/n you really can't be mad at me right now this isn't my choice if your mad take that shit out on my management"

"No don't give me my management bullshit we both know all to well that with out 'Billie Eilish' there would be no tour" I paused for a moment to breathe "what do you not want to be with me anymore"

"Mmmm don't even start with that manipulative you don't love me speech y/n you know I do but like I said this isn't up to me if I want to tour I'll go and I want to fucking go your invited to so I don't why your being so dramatic about it"

"Sorry if me not wanting to leave home my family my friends for 5 months to go on tour with my girlfriend is being dramatic but I really don't want to go I want to stay here and spent time with you without cameras watching us every minute"

"You knew what you were getting into when you agreed to make our relationship public"

"So now this is my fault" I yelled

"Y/n this whole fucking argument is your fault you really think I wanna be standing here arguing with when I leave next week You said you wanted time with me we have a full week why are you starting this shit now" she said only just now raising her voice at me

"What tell me what your gonna go you gonna break up with me let all your fans attack me for breaking your heart"

"Fuck FUCK no I'm not breaking up with I'll regret that shit in the morning but I'm not about to stay here any longer arguing something as stupid as this text me when you over what this is" and with she just left me standing there slamming the door

A week later

Billies leaving today we still haven't spoken we haven't broken up either so idk were she stands with me

She's texted me a few times checking up on me but I've been really dry at this point I don't even know why I'm still mad at her or why I was mad at her but I hate fighting with her it really sucks

I get a notification on my phone that Billie had posted on her Instagram story I click on it. Seeing what was in my screen tears started to form in my eyes it's a photo of her in a hotel room with a location stamp that isn't La

She left

She actually left

And she didn't say goodbye

She left without saying goodbye to me

A whole 5 months she'll be gone and not even a goodbye maybe she did give up on me

Fuck I really screwed this one up

Bil 🤍😮‍💨

Ok I know I screwed up big time but did you really just leave for tour and not say goodbye to me
I get we're still arguing and stuff but a goodbye would've been nice
I know it's my fault and I screwed up this relationship please Billie don't say this is over
Please just call me or something so we can talk I don't wanna end things this way
Read: 12:36pm

A few minutes later I get another notification 'incoming FaceTime from bil ❤️😮‍💨'

"Y/n" she questions me not showing my face

"Yeah I'm here" I sniff wiping my eyes sitting my phone against the wall

"Y/n please don't cry"

"I don't mean to be manipulative by crying but uh I guess I'm in my feelings today I can't really help it"

"I know I'm sorry it was petty as fuck to leave without talking to you but you were being dry and I felt like being a bitch so I left I am sorry though I should've spoken to you"

"It's fine like you said this is my fault I should've made the effort to fix it not you I can't even remember why I was mad I think I just missed you"

"I should've listened to you"

"No you did nothing wrong Billie I know how much you love touring and seeing your fans and I tried to take that away from you just because I wanted to be around you when if I didn't start shit I would be with you right now"

"I really hate arguing with you y/n I love you so much this has been the hardest week"

"Same Billie I'm so sorry"

"Hey it's ok let's say give yourself another week to think and then you can come out and continue the tour with me you don't have to stay for the whole tour even just half or less so we can be together"

"Yeah bil that sounds good I love you so much I'm so sorry"

"It's fine baby ok relax a bit I'll see you soon ok I love you to"

"Alright bye billie"

"Bye y/n"

Until next week .....