Its still you

Ten

Y/N POV

Taehyung : I was not talking about our breakup. I was talking about her death.

Everything around you came to an end. For a moment you felt like your soul drifted away from your body

In the darkness of night your eyes glued to the person staring at you emotions which can't be expressed

Your every single word your every little actions coming back to you and making you hate yourself for what you did

You couldn't even utter a single word. Drops of tears making their way towards your chicks and you could feel your legs giving up as you fell on the ground limply crying bitterly

You don't know how to react on this. It was not his fault nor her whatever happened was because of you, it's your fault...

You failed as a friend and you realized it now...

You felt someone approaching you and kneeling down beside you and his soft voice hit your ears making you somewhat feel better

Taehyung : Don't cry it was not your fault single handedly.

He smiled gently wiping away your tears

Y/N : You are just saying this to make me feel better! I know it was my fault..

You don't know why you shouted on him but you couldn't hold it but still you felt your voice cracking up at the end

Taehyung : It was my fault too. I should have informed you about it before.

He said with guilt filled in his voice and a kind of fear in his eyes looking at your state doubting whether his decision to tell you everything was right or not

Y/N : I'm sorry for everything I did wrong and also sorry for leaving you here but I have to go.

You said as you got up

Taehyung : Where are you going?

He asked with a shaky voice

Y/N : I just need some time

You said with a hope that he will understand your situation and the emotional breakdown you are going through

Taehyung : So you're running away from me again?

He said in a low voice audible enough for you while looking down

Y/N : It's not like I'm running away from you. I just need some time to-

Taehyung : You're not going anywhere without listening to me. I've waited for 3years to tell everything!!!

It's been a long since he yelled at you like this so you couldn't argue with him on this

Taehyung : You know how happy I was when I saw you again but you don't know how scared I was to tell you the truth...

He said coming towards you

Taehyung : You just kept holding that I ignored you but you never came to me and asked whether everything is okay or not, whether I'm okay or not...

You just stared at him not wanting to say anything as you just want to know his point. You've lived in the dark for years now believe that what you did was right and know you don't want it anymore you want to know the truth about what really happened

Taehyung : I was alone. I was weak. I couldn't do anything. Do you even know how hard it was for me to stay strong even after knowing that the girl I love is going to die in few days.

You felt your heart ache at his every word

Taehyung : I wanted to tell you everything. I wanted to share my every single emotions with you but I couldn't..