I'm gonna be honest I hadn't been writing here because my thoughts are beyond from being put into words. I get that not much people been wanting to be around me since that whole ideal happen and Jesus it's shocking that its still going on. I met this girl named violet and I was able to get some info out of her telling her that it was for research for something. Hes Miley's classmate in math I think and they tend to spend time together, I went to Axel about it and he said nothing helpful only that they should date I just rolled my eyes at that bastard I just wish maybe he would do something with his life instead of playing around it but that's what I been doing a lot aswell so what's the difference? I went to see zack talking about our theory and afterwards we seem to be on the right foot I hope? I honestly would care less what Zack have to say about me considering those moments where he would choose DB over the right things but I guess that's just his little personality and who am I to judge about any of this like Axel or Zack or even fucking Violet they all have some weird relationship with db and I can't imagine how they can do the things they do knowing the shit he done but I guess I'm the only person who knows that. Violet apparently is going to the forest with Miley from what I heard, one saying she was going to the forest and the other saying she was going out with Miley. I'm hoping that maybe someday I can wake up and try my best to forget it all but there's nothing that can fix this whole mess is there? I need to sleep I have a night shift tomorrow and I need rest but I wonder if I could just take a break. Yeah no that won't work the job is extremely strict and on the line I would probably lose my job right then and there if that happens. Rock collecting how odd
