I'm sad and need angst so I'm gonna write it, context: established relationship. There's gonna be swearing
Clint's pov:
I can't believe he would cheat on me why would he do that, especially with some random drunk lady from a bar. I heard a knock on my door
"Clint come on please talk to me I didn't do anything wrong why are you isolating yourself from me??"
"You think i don't know?? Are you that fucking dumb you think i didn't hear about your little escapade!?"
"what? "
"2 nights ago when you went out you bloody cheated on me with some random blonde chic you just met! "
"h-how do you know about that? "
"as If I don't have connections" I rolled my eyes slamming the door in his face
"Clint I was drunk I barley knew what I was doing!! "
"yeah but underline barely meaning you still had an understanding!"
"I can't stand you right now, Why are you so mad??!"
He was yelling now so in return as will i
"OH I DONT KNOW MAYBE BECAUSE WEVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 4 MONTHS AND NOW YOUVE GONE OFF AND BLOODY RUINED IT"
"Will you calm down?? It's not even that long it's not as if we were married"
I looked over to my nightstand where there was a small black box with a wedding band inside
"NO, BECAUSE MAYBE IF YOU HADNT DONE THAT WE WOULD HAVE BEEN"
He paused for a moment
"What are you implying??"
"take a guess" I say annoyed
"you were gonna propose in a year I don't bloody know 4 months isnt that long"
"Maybe in your experience it's nothing but for me its damn something every partner I'd had broke up with me at 3 months when I told them I was bi, but i didnt think that would be an issue seen as we both are but I wouldn't cheat this is my first long term relationship and I wanted it to stay! I wanted something stable among all other aspects of my life but no it had to be ruined by some snotty 24 year old who can't keep his hands off other people!! "
Jesus Christ I'm practically screaming I know sure as hell I shed some tears maybe he doesn't know better maybe I shouldn't be yelling so much..
"well life isn't gonna cut out like that, I learnt that young you should have figured it out by now" he said calmly and walked away slamming the front door in the process
I'm a horrible person I shouldn't have said all that I shared too much this kid just stormed out of the house and now here I am a 29 year old who just confirmed the fuck up of his first decent relationship i should have just let it slide or pretend not to know but no I just had to ask the bartender I'm a bloody idiot
I sat on the side of my bed placing my head In my hands questioning and going over everything I could have done before going out to apologize to him. We probably won't get back together but at least we won't be on bad terms which makes me feel a bit better.
Double update within the same hour this is a historical event
