What If ... ? [ 1 ]

~ 22 ~ You're not gonna kill her 2x07

Aurora's Pov :

After my confrontation yesterday with Katherine I was disappointed. I drive myself to the Gilbert House, I took quick shower and went straight to bed. I woke up at 7 am and looked at me in the mirror and I literally laugh at myself, I had mascara smudged under my eyes and my eyes were slightly red, I'm not saying no, but I was crying because of that, but I certainly didn't cry myself to sleep. I have to talk to someone, I don't want to go through this alone, as Caroline spends time with her mother, Stefan is with Elena and Bonnie is with her grandmother, so I think I'll go to Bonnie. I really want a person who will not judge me, be there for me no matter what I do, and most importantly, not use me for her pleasure like Katherine did. I dressed in black leggins and baby blue hoodie and white snickers. I get car keys and walk out of the house while I was getting out I did a messy bun on my head and I closed the door with the house keys I quickly drive to Bonnie's and I knocked on the door, she opened for me

- Rora ? Something is wrong ? - She asked me worriedly 

- Yeah I just need someone to talk to and you really are the only one that actually listen - I said while I was hugging her - can we talk ? - I asked her and she nodded her head and we walk upstairs  

- So tell me what happened - she said while I laid beside her cuddling up to her on Bonnie's bed

After another hour we were talking about what happened to me with Katherine 

- I really thought that she can change I heard so many stories of her from Damon and Stef how she was in 1984 and I was curious if she is that way still but I am dissapointed and literally I was crying that she wanted to use me for this stupid ritual on hybrid curse. I feel betrayed and that really, Elena no matter what she is doing she's always the one that everyone's pick and I try so hard and I think I will never be anyone's first choice - I said and had a lot of tears in my eyes 

- You know that I and Care would always chose you over Elena every time, Stefan I think too because of how she play with him and Damon at the same time and Damon too, you are never someone's second choice in this town you are our sunshine and everyone's first choice - she said and I weakly smiled 

- Thank you Bonnie you are the best - I told her and hugged her even tighter 

Now I had a phone call form Caroline 

- Care ? Is something wrong ? - I asked her 

- Yes can I meet you at the Salvatore Boarding house ? I have something to tell you and them too so how fast can you get here ? - she asked and I can even say that she begged me to get there as soon as possible.

She was talking so fast, I was terrified that something had happened to her, I already felt enough like a terrible friend after the Damon thing when they were ' together '. I am overstressed too because of school, a lot of school work. Now supernatural drama. I can sense it that by the end of the day something might happened and I think it has to go with me or Elena.

- You aren't mad that I had to leave you ? - I asked Bonnie 

- Of course not I heard what happened with Caroline and Katherine and I think you should help her - she said to me, I hugged her one more time as a goodbye and drive away to Salvatore's 

I walk inside ad saw Care sitting on the couch in their living room and Damon giving her a glass of blood

- I am still shaking - said truthfully Care

I saw that Stefan arrived here too 

- Okay so if we are here together can someone tell me what happened ? - I asked Caroline and Damon