My Heart Beats For You

His answer

Sid's pov

“It’s ok…..I….I am sorry I just thought that….that you……I am sorry” Sana said as tear made way down to her eyes but she immediately wiped them and was about to go from my room but I held her wrist….

She looked towards me and her eyes were showing immense pain and my heart felt that Without thinking anything I pulled her in my arms “I do” I said…. I don’t know why I said that but I couldn’t see her like that she has already suffered a lot and I know if I will be say she will loose herself even more she will hide herself in a shell which I don’t want moreover I don’t love anyone else and she is my best friend and I am ok to be with her for life time it's will like an arrange marriage for me and maybe after settling down I will will think for her in that way, I love her as a friend and I won't mind to have her as my soulmate  so if she loves me I will noy break her heart.

She broke the hug and looked at “ you are saying truth na….you are not under any pressure or ….” I shushed her mouth palcing my finger or her lips
“you have heard my conversation with Rohit na?”  I asked and she nodded “then why were you not speaking anything?” she asked

“I was hesitant to speak” I said and she immediately hugged me “ you have no idea that how much you scared me for a minute….I don’t know what would have I done if you would have said no…..”

I closed my eyes and hugged her back I don’t know what will this lead me upto but one thing is for sure I am not gonna hurt her in any way.
She looked at me with a smile which I returned and kissed her forehead.
“I am so happy today” she said but I didn’t replied anything but my stomach did with a growling sound

“ohhh…. I forgot come lets have dinner you must be hungry” she said and offcourse I was I didn’t ate properly in morning and after that I didn’t ate anything as I was busy in thinking about her reaction but not even in my dreams I have anticipated this reaction I just sat beside her forwarded the morsel of food to me I ate it and as usual her food was yummy but I didn’t said anything

“didn’t you like the food?” she asked

“nooo.., It’s delicious as always "I said and saw her blushing she again started feeding me and herself too but I was quiet I need some time to be alone and process everything.
We finished her food and Sana went to keep the plates and I took a sigh of relief”

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Sana’s pov
“Oh God Oh God ….I am just so happy I couldn’t believe that this all is real I mea I and Sid….It’s still looking like a dream which I used to think secretly, I have always loved Sid and know he loves me too…. But for once he had scared the hell out of me when he wasn’t speaking anything but then he cleared the things” I jumped with joy as I reached in kitchen I never thought we will end up together I am just so happy, I immediately put the plates and went back to his room he was still sitting on the place where he was sitting when I left which made me frown

“Sid are you fine?” I asked and he looked at me and nodded with smile

I smiled at him and sat beside when I noticed the ring is still in his hand

“the ring is really very pretty…when did you bought it?”  I asked
“ummm….this morning” he said and I forwarded my hands towards him while he looked towards me with confused expression and I signed him towards my finger and ring he looked at me and he slide the ring in my finger with shivering hands
I think he is nervous well I am nervous too but I am excited and happy more “sorry Sid I don’t have ring for you now but I will buy it soon”

“no it’s ok….it’s fine” he said and I smiled and keep staring at him he looks tired and sleepy so I decided to leave his room.

“Sid you look tired should I give you a massage"I asked

"nooo...it's fine I am just sleepy" he replied
"ok, I think you should sleep and please Sid stop over working you came back too late today you don’t know how worried I was?” I said the truth as I was really terrified then

“I know and I am sorry I will not be late more” he said and I hugged him "don't be sorry just be careful rememeber someone is waiting for you at home" I said hugging him

"sure sweety I will" he replied placing his chin on my head making me snuggle into him more although I didn't want to leave him for now but I need to I don't want to be clingy “good night Siddy” so I said kissing his heart and he kissed my hairs “good night Sanu” I broke the hug and left his room and once I reached my room I placed palm on my heart which was beating rapidly  when my eyes fell on the ring oh the ring is just so beautiful my eyes welled up a little but this time with happiness I think this is after a long time that I am this happy I lied on my bed and started thinking about today it was a big day for me I got up and jumped on my bed like a crazy person Sleep is far away from my eyes all I want is get into my love’s arms but alas! I can’t because he need to take rest my bebu must be tired as he works so much so I hop and sat on my bed and thought to talk to my bestie ‘my diary’ that finally Sid is my first ever boyfriend Oh God that sounds so exciting
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Sid’s pov

I am tossing and turning on my bed sleep is far away from my eyes all I am thinking about is Sanu I don’t know whatever I did is right or not but I was not able to see her helpless face and Well I am responsible for this too first I kissed her, It was not the first time I felt such pull towards Sana I have felt this few times before too especially when I saw her in the saree during her farewell party but I always ignored it as she is my sweetheart, my Bestie, infact she is the person with whom I am most attached but I never thought of her in that way I don’t know what is store for us in future but all I know is that I will always try to keep her happy but first I need to find a same ring for Aabhi I hope I gets that one but everything that happened was so filmy like seriously I was giving her the ring to hold and she thought I was proposing her if the same would have happened with any of my then I would have laughed like a mad man but life played prank with me..... So Sanu is my first ever girlfriend and kiss too that sounds so weird.

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