Don't Want to Want You (lawlight)

 Sayu Yagami/Light Yagami

(589 words)

"Where the fuck is my son, you whore?!" My dad shouted at my mother. Light wasn't in his room this morning when my father went to wake him up. It's not a school day today, but he is still furious because Light didn't speak or ask him about it. Though it wasn't her fault, he still yelled at my mother as if she should have been watching him with security cameras or something. It's just as much my father's fault as it is my mother's.

Light had never snuck out before, and he had always been the model child, (unlike me,) so this is pretty strange and out of character for him to do. The window was left open and tons of bugs flew in while it was left alone. Father is mad about that as well. I'm not very scared of him though; this is because he only treats my mother the way he does. He leaves me and my brother alone, unless we do something wrong, which Light has done, which means he gonna get it when he arrives home.

I pulled out my phone, deciding I was going to send him a text asking where he was. I shot him the text, and I started to wait.
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Back to Last Night...

He stared into my eyes while slowly picking up his tea to drink it. I bet his breath tastes like candy. God, no... I'm not. (A/N: HAH) That's weird.. well not weird, but I'm not gay.
"Want to try.. my tea?" He offered to me, which made a flame light in my stomach. What?
"Oh um, no thank you, my stomach is hurting.." but it wasn't hurting, it felt fine? I'm so confused right now.

If I was actually .. gay.. my father simply wouldn't accept that. I am the perfect son, who is smart, handsome, and straight. Right?
"Something bothering you?" Ryuzaki asked. Yes!
"No, why?" I displayed a convincing smile, but it doesn't look like he bought it; everyone buys that.. what's wrong with this guy?
"I don't know - it just seems like something's up, though I barely know you so how could I know," he gently and sincerely smiled at me. Oh my god.. I'm falling for this man. I'm not gay.. correction, I'm not allowed to be gay.

"You okay? You've been staring at me for like.. three minutes," he reminded me, which made my face go red hot in embarrassment.
"Ah, sorry! I didn't mean to, you're just so beautiful.. AH- I MEAN, fuck, YOUR eyes are beautiful!" I saw him smirk to himself, turning a bit red. My shame slowly clouded away as I noticed he was enjoying my company.
"I'm sorry.." I was finishing my words as Ryuzaki captured my lips, creating a short lived kiss. My eyes were shot open wide, and my cheeks were rosy pink. His face was only the smallest bit red, which made me envy his cool aura.

I leaned in for another, and he allowed me in. I was melting into this kiss I was having with this MAN I just met, completely giving into my temptations. I snapped back into reality and quickly pulled away from him, remembering some of my father's words. "Being homosexual is a disease most catch from being exposed to certain people. It eats every moral out of your brain, leaving you with sin, making you bound for hell."

"This is.. so wrong," I commented, feeling a little bad.

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