Phil-
Shit! I fell asleep! How I managed to fall asleep, I don't know. I jumped up off the couch and looked around frantically for a clock. Where the hell was Dan, anyway?
I glanced down and realized I had jumped over him when I shot off the couch. He was curled up on the ground, fast asleep just like I had been. I hesitated before waking him, he looked so peaceful... But I didn't have my car and I had to get home. I picked up my phone from the side table where I'd put it and clicked the button. 2:52. I sighed in relief, I still had an hour. I'd let Dan sleep for a bit.
I sat down on the chair across from the couch and watched him. I tried to keep my mind from wondering, but all I wanted to do was curl up next to him. Which was totally ridiculous. I.. I wasn't gay and this was the same guy that had tormented me at school for years. I should not think that his sleeping form was cute.
I shook my head and went to wake him up.
"Dan?" I whispered. He didn't move.
"Daniel?" I said, louder.
When he didn't move, I walked over to him. I reached out and grabbed his shoulder, shaking him as gently as I could.
He shot up, looking confused.
"Wha- Phil?" He said, obviously still half asleep.
"I have to get home Dan." I said. Understanding dawned on his face and he nodded.
"Right." He said, sounding distant.
"I don't have my car..." I said.
"Right." He said again.
After a moment of silence he got up and took his keys from the table.
"Where do you live?" He asked.
"Uh, Dan? My cars at school. And I doubt you want to have I pick me up in the morning." I said, my joke coming out sounding harsher than I'd meant it.
Dan flinched slightly and nodded.
"Right."
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Authors Note:
Y'all are going to have another chapter coming out today, I just have to write it. Thanks to all the people who commented on my last chapter. You're sweet!!
Now, I plan on doing a recap when I hit chapter 15, so look forward to that. I'll probably do a recap every ten chapters after that. This story is going to be extremely long.. I have a vague idea of where it's going.. Sorta.. ish. Any ideas you have or things you'd like to see happen would be greatly helpful! Thank you lovelies, update later today!!
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If I Knew Then (Phan)
Fanfiction**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn fo...