Calamitous

to my distant love,

,yes you are far

you haven't been around, we haven't exchanged words

and I am sure you are happy elsewhere

but what I have for you hasn't changed since the moment I met you

you are my distant love

far, out of reach, worlds away

and unfortunately, someone I used to know

the memories feel like untrue dreams, to good to ever be really be ours

they're distant too

they dance around in my head all the time, everyday

but my love, I promise you, those eyes of yours are kept close, always

they bring me ease, remind me of how sweet life was

they were small glimpses into your soul, your mind, who you are, something ive always wanted to know more of

and our moments stay with me for lifetimes

they were something undescribable

and while time and distance may have hurt us, it can't falter our dreams

my distant love, I write to you knowing you'll never see these words

I write to you because this is my only way of speaking to you

I write hoping that maybe one day, my words will be to you, instead of kept to myself

I write saying all of the things I don't know how to say

or that i can't say

my love, my cherie amour, you stay with me no matter where you go

no matter if we don't speak

or don't see one another

or if we'll ever see one another again

you still stay with me, just as the day I knew I fell in love with you

I wish you all the love, happiness, and contentness

you deserve it all and more

I hope the world treats you oh so well and whomever enters your life, bring love

I miss you

- the one far in your mind