- pouring my heart out a 2 a.m , no biggie , just the usual .. ✌❤
Since I took my my first breath ,
& my first step you were always there .
But now I always ask where are you ?
Broken promises and sad goodbyes ,
You left me standing here all alone with tears in my eyes ..
I've got scars that you can't even see ,
Scars that have been haunting me .
They are buried deep inside my heart ,
Feels as if my world has torn apart .
But where are you to even know this ?
In the blink of an eyes, you turned your back and walked away ,
Often I wonder if i'm the reason why ..
You say you will come but I always end up in tears ,
You were suppose to tell I was Daddy's little girl .
You were suppose to tell me you loved me everyday & in every way ..
Everyday I dream of how perfect my life would be again if you were here ,
You were my everlasting shield and the one who protected me from my fears ,
Or when I was down you would hold me tight in your arms & wipe away my tears .
But deep down in my heart I know it will never be again ;
That you would come back and never leave ..
birthdays , graduation , the dances & prom ,
You've basically missed it all .
At the daddy daughter dance you were suppose to take me for a twist & a twirl like you always did ,
But where are you ?
It hurts so much because you didn't even bother to call .
The truth is I need you here in my life .
Now , if I can ever learn to love again - when I get married , I want you to be there to give me away to become a wife ..
& when I graduate I want to see that look of satisfaction on your face ..
No one else can ever take your place .
There's nothing I want more in this world than to just be daddy's little girl again ..
