Little Short Poems

Thinking about you (10-2-2011)

I'm always thinking about you.

Night and day.

I don't think, you've ever left my mind. 

I don't think, you haven't left me breathless with every smile you do. 

Our love cannot be done 

for you are with someone else.

Our love does not exist in you,

but in me, it does and will. forever. 

whose is it to blame for these 

ridiculous feelings that i have for you. 

when i think of you, 

a series of feelings rush through me. 

A feeling of happiness, 

A feeling of sadness, 

and a pang of guilt.

All mixed up into one heart. 

Can this heart of mine really take these all?

or will it soon weaken? 

Will it be broken soon?

or has it already been done?

prayers are done every night, 

prayers in my heart, 

pray for you only. 

i wish for you. i dream of you. i pray for you. 

i long for your arms to come and embrace mine and yet none

of it has been done. 

oh god, oh poetry, oh sweet divine heart. 

what will it take to forget such a wonderful man? 

who broke my heart to pieces yet i still love him 

with all my shattered soul. 

when will i, learn to let go and move on?