Second Chance

Chapter : 33

Raghav Reached Home .
Amma : Kahan Gaya Tha ?
R : Pallavi Ke Paas Ja Raha Hai Main
A : Raghav ...
A : Farhad Yeh Kahan Gaya Tha ?
F : Amma Anna To Deshmukh House Gaye The And He Told Whole Story .
A : Aiyoo Venkateshwara Yeh Ladka Kabhi Nehi Sunta . Kaiko Gaya Wahan . Ab Aur Gussa Ho Jayega Vijay Ji .

Raghav Entered In His Room : Pallavi ?
P : Bolo Yehi Hoon Main
R : Tum Thik Hai ?
P : Hmm..Tum Kahan Gaye The ?
R : Tumhare Baba Ko Samjhane
P : Kya Jarurat Hai Mere Zindagi Me Dakhal Andazi Karne Ki . Kyun Gaye The ? Maine Kahan Tha ?
R : Ek Second . Main Tumhare Liye Bolne Gaya Tha . Wo Tumko Rulaya
P : Wo Mere Baba Hai , Main Sambhal Leti
R : Baah Pallavi , Pura Duniya Tumhara Hai , Bas Main Hi Tumhara Nehi Ban Paya . Hai Na ? Main Hi Galat Dikhta Tumko . Wo Itna Kuch Kar Rha Par Wo Tumhara Apna Hai . Baah
P : Tumne Kuch Kam Nehi Kia Hai , Mujhe Bidhba Banane Se Lekar Bhare Mehfil Me Mere Izzat Uchalne Tak Tumne Bhi bahut Galtiya Kiye Hai . Agar Main Maan Bhi Lu Ke Tumne Mandar Ko Hospital Me Chora Tha , Tab Bhi Yehi sach Hai Ke Tumhari Wajah Se Uski Maut Hui . Warna Aaj Wo Zinda Hota .
R : Oh To Tumhe Bas Apni Mandar Ka Marne Ka Afsos Hai ..Tab To Yeh Shaadi Karne Ka Bhi Afsos Hoyega ?
P : Haan Hai To ...
R : I'm Sorry Madam ...Maine Apse Shaadi Karke Apko Bahut Badi Afsos Bhari Zindagi De Dia ...What Can I Do Now ? Anything For You
P : Just Get Lost . Agar Baba Mujhse Naraz Hai Wo Bhi Tumhare Hi Wajah Se Raghav .
R : Sahi Kaha..Mera Hi Galti Hai Kuch Acha Kar Hi Nehi Paaya Zindagi Me . Sab Galat Kar Dia ...I'm Just A ...His Voice Cracked .
R : Pallavi Aisa Kya Karega Main Ke Tum Mere Ko Apna Lo
P : Us Raat Ka Sach Bata Do Raghav
R : Main Bata Chuka Hai Already
P : Nehi Adha Sach Hai Wo ...Pura Sach Janna Hai Mujhe
R : Tum So Jao Pallavi , Tumhe Rest Ki jarurat Hai  . Good Night
And He Left .
Pallavi Sits On Bed : Kya Ho Gaya Mujhe ? Baba Ka Gussa Raghav Pe Utar Dia .Shit ...

Raghav Went To His Den . He Is Frustated . He Slammed The Door , He Is So Broken & Also Angry . He Searches For The Bottles Of Whiskey & Breaks Each One Of Them In Frustation .
R : Why ? Main Hi Kyun ? Jisko Main Chahta Hai Wo Mere Ko Chor Deta Hai Kyun ? Kyun Pyaar Nehi Milta Mere Ko .? I'm Done With This Shit .I'm Done .
He Sits , But His Foot Already Stepped On The Broken Pieces . It's Bleeding , But He Didn't Crae . He Started Drinking .

Pallavi On The Other hand Couldn't Sleep . She Waited For Him To Come . Then She Herself Went To Check Where Is He .
She Literally Screams : Raghavvvv
Raghav Is Almost Unconscious, He Is Drunk  , His Foot Is Bleeding . And He Is Lying On The Ground Where All The Broken Pieces Are Around . His Whole Body Is Hurt & He Is Bleeding .
P : Raghav ...Raghav Pls Utho ...Amma...Rajan...
Amma Runs Coming .: Venkateshwara Yeh Kya Ho Gaya Mere Bache Ko ?
P : Mujhse Gussa Tha Amma Isliye ...Meri Wajah Se Hua ( She Started Crying )
With The Help Of Rajan Pallavi & Amma Took Him To His Room . Pallavi Calls Doctor . Even His Unconscious State He Continously Saying : Pallavi I'm Sorry ...Bahut Bura Hai Main ...Mere Ko Maaf Kardo...Main Layak Nehi Hai Tumhara ...
Pallavi Sits Infront Of Him . Hugged Him . Patted His Back : Shhhh...Shant Ho Jao Raghav...
R : Pallavi Main Tumko...
P : Raghav Chup Ekdam .
Doctor Came & Treated Him . He Slept Becoz of The Effect Of Injection . Pallavi Sits Beside Him , Caressed His Hair : Meri Wajah Se Hua Yeh Sab Kuch . Mujhe Tumse Aise Baat Nehi Karni Chahiye Thi . Par Pata Nehi Kya Ho Gaya Mujhe . Na Main Yeh Maan Paa Rahi Hu Ke Tumne Kia Mandar Ka Accident Aur Na Hi Us Photos Ko Bhul Paa Rahi Hoon ....Itni Uljhan Me Hoon Ke Khud Se Kuch Soch Bhi Nehi Paa Rahi Hoon... I'm So Sorry...

After Some Time Pallavi Slept Holding Him So Closely .
It's Morning . Raghav Woke Up & Feels The Pain In His Body , Foot .
R : Ahhh...Yeh Dard Kaiko Ho Raha Hai . He Sits & Touches Every part Where He Feels Pain .
R : Bandage..Itne Sare..Oh God..Fir Jyada Pee Lia ..Aur Pata Nehi Kya Kya Kia Hoga Peene Ke Baad
Pallavi Woke Up By The Sound Of Him.
P : Kya Kar Rahe Ho ?
Raghav Didn't Reply . He Try To Stood Up But He Couldn't As His Feet Are Bandaged , It's Paining . He Just About To Fall . Pallavi Holds Him : Aramse Baitho Yahan .
R : Choro..Main Kar Lega . I'm Fine . Tum So Jao
P : Zid Mat Karo ...Tumhe Chot Lagi Hai ...Utho Mat...Aur Dard Hoga
R : Maine Khud Lagaya Na Chot , Khud  Marham Laga Lega...Tum Rehne Do
P : Kyun Zid Kar Rahe Ho Ghamandi Rao
R : Raghav...Raghav Rao Naam Hai Mera ...
P : Kuch Zyada Nehi Ho Raha Hai Ab ?
Raghav Started Walking Towards The Washroom . Blood Started Coming Out From His Foot ...
Pallavi Stops Him : Kya Hua ? kyun Aisa Kar Rahe Ho ? Kyun Takleef De Rahe Ho Khudko ?
R : Dusre Bhi Dete Hai Mere Ko Takleef . Aaj Socha Khud Hi De Deta Hai ....Choro Mujhe .
Pallavi Dragged Him Towards Bed & Make Him Sit : Shut Up .
She Sits On The Ground . Placed Her Head On His Lap : I'm Sorry Raghav . Main Baba Se Gussa Thi . Tum Par Utar Dia .
Raghav Didn't Says Any Word .
P : Kuch Bologe Nehi
R : Mujhe Fresh Hona Hai.  Jane Do Mujhe
P : Chalo Main Le Chalti Hoon .
R : Main Khud Kar Lega ....Bahut Saal Se Akela Hai Main ..Do Saal Se Bina Dekhe Raha Hai...Main Kar Lega Khud Ka Kaam...Kisk Ka Help Nehi Chahiye Mere Ko
Pallavi Came Close To Him . Cupped His Face : Sazaa De Rahe Ho Mujhe
R : Tumhe ? Tumko Kaise De Sakta Hai Sazaa ? Main Hota Hi Kaun Hai Sazaa Dene Waala .
P : Raghav
R : Jane Do Mujhe...
With Bleeding Foot He Took His Cloth & Went Inside , And Closed The Door.  Inside He Sat On The Ground . He Never Reacts On Pallavi's Accusations. But Now He Is Broken . He Can't Take Her This Behaviour Anymore .
Pallavi Knocked The Door : Raghav Bahar Aao . Tumhare Pair Se Khoon Nikal Raha Hai . Please Bahar Aao . Mujhe Dressing Karne Do Pls .
Raghav Sits For Few More Minutes . Didn't Answered . Pallavi Knocked Too Many Tyms But He Stays There .He Changed His Cloth ,Take A Bath . After Some Times He Came Out ...
Pallavi Slapped Him : Samajhte Kya Ho Tum Khud Ko . Kab Se Boli Ja Rahi Hu, Pareshan Kar Dia Mujhe . Chalo Abhi
Raghav Didn't Reply , Jerked Her Hand Softly & Trying To Leave The Room .
P : Raghav , Kahan Ja Rahe Ho Aisi Halat Me ?
R : Marne Nehi Ja Raha Hai , Office Ja Raha Hai .
Pallavi Sits On The Bed : Jao ..mujhe Akela Chorke Jao ...Aramse...Ek Kaam Karo ...Aag Pe Challo Ya Khud Ko Goli Mardo , Ya Phir Zeher Pee Lo... Tumhe Khud Ko Takleef Deke Mujhe Sazaa Dena Hai Na..Karo...Jo Marji Karo ..Par Yaad Rakhna Wo Same Cheese Main Bhi Karungi...Tab Rona Nehi...Seh Lena...Jee Lena Mere Bins Puri Zindagi
R : Pallavi...
He Came To Her : Ok Thik Hai Nehi Jayega .Khush
Pallavi Holds Him & Make Him Sit : Baitho . Main Naasta Leke Ati Hoon .
She Made Breakfast For Him . And Took It To Him .
P : Yeh Lo . Kha Lo Ise . Maine Banaya
Raghav Eats Like A Obidient Child .
P : Thode Der Aram Karlo .
R : Take Tum Office Chala Jaye Mujhe Chor Ke .Hai Na ?  Ok Main So Jata Hai . Tum Jao Apna Office Jao .
Pallavi Caresses Him : Nehi Raghav Main Office Nehi Jayungi . Yehi Hoon  , Tumhare Paas . Par Promise Karo Tum Apne Aap Ko Harm Nehi Karoge Kabhi Dobara
R : Maine Kia Bhi Nehi , Wo To Nashe Me Ho Gaya Galti Se
P : Aur Jo Thode Der Pehle Kar Rahe The Wo .
R : Wo To Gusse Me Tha Na .
P : Ab Nehi Ho ?
R : Tum Raghav Rao Ka Jaan Hai . Tumse Jyada Der Gussa Nehi Reh Sakta . Aur Waise Bhi Main Marne Se Darta Hai , Mujhe Tumhare Saath Pura Zindagi Jeena Hai .
P : Samjhi
R : Mere Ko Mera Laptop Laake Do , Main Ghar Se Kaam Kar Lega .
P : Thik Hai .

They Both Worked From Home . Now It's Night . Pallavi Took Haldi Paste From Kitchen & Went To Their Bedroom . Raghav Is Listening Some Audiobooks .
Pallavi Sits Infront Of Him & Started Applying The Paste On His Foot .
Raghav Immediately Sits : Kya Kar Raha Hai Tum ?
P : Haldi Ka Lep Laga Dia . Kal Tak Ekdam Dard Chala Jayega Tumhara .
R : Kaun Hai Tum Pallavi ? Kabhi Kabhi Lagta Hai Jaan Le Lega , Aur Kabhi Maa Jaise Khayal Rakhta Hai ...
P : Dabai Lo Aur So Jao Chupchap
R : Ok Good Night Pallavi
P : Hmm Good Night .
They Slept . In the Morning Raghav's Sleep Breaks First . He Touches Pallavi's Face . He Feel There Is A Band Aid In Her Forehead .
R : Yeh Kya Hua Pallavi Ko ...? Bataya Nehi To ...
With His Touch Pallavi Woke Up .
P : Kya Hua ( With A Sleepy Mode )
R : Kuch Nehi . So Jao .
And He Angrily Came Out From Bed . His Foot Are Now Better . Pallavi Looked At Him . He Looked Disturbed .
P : Kya Hua Raghav ? Gussa Kyun Ho ?
R : Tumko Chot Kaise Laga ? Aur Mere Ko Batana Bhi Jaruri Nehi Samjha Me Chot Laga Hai ?
P : Kaunsa Chot ?
R : Tumhare Forehead Me Band Aid Kyun Lagaya Hai . Kal To Nehi Tha Jab Sham Ko Tumko Chuya Tha .
P : Baad Me Laga . Aur Yeh Ek Chota Sa Chot Hai Isme Batane Wala Kya Hai .
R : Dekh Sakta Main To Tum Aise Chupata Nehi . Tum Bhi Utalo Fayda Mere Na Dekhne Ka . Mera Itna Khayal Rakh Raha Hai .Par Mere Ko Tumhare Khyal Rakhne Nehi Dega .
P : Aisa Kuch Nehi Hai . Mamuli Si Chot Hai Raghav
R : Aur Kaise Laga Tumko Yeh Mamuli Sa Chot ?
P : Pata Nehi Kaise Laga ...Yaad Nehi
R : Fir Jhooth ....Rehne Do ...

He Took His Shirt From Wardrobe.
P : Kal Lag Gaya Tha , Tumhe Uthate Waqt ....Happy Now
Raghav Didn't Said Anything . Left For Shower .

He Came Down & Sits On Dining Table . Amma Serves Him Food . Pallavi Is In Shower .
A : Raghav Kaisa Hai Ab Tu ?
R : Thik Hu Amma .
A : Raghav Tu Aur Pallavi Kahin Ghumke Kyun Nehi Aate ?
R : Apka Bahu To Jayega Nehi Na Mere Saath . Main To Uske Hisaab Se Khooni Hai ??
K : Khooni ??? What ??
Raghav Looked  At The Sound : Keerti ?? Kya Tu Hai ?

ऐसा नहीं कहीं कोई है / ग़लत फहमी जो बनी है
खोया नहीं अपनापन / एहसास की राह चुनी है

( Aisa nahi kahin koi hai / Ghalat fehmi jo bani hai
Khoya nahi apnaapan / Ehsaas ki raah chuni hai )

She Is In Dilemma Between Right Or Wrong . But She Is In Love Too . Her Dilemma Pushed Her To The Extreme Edge Of Hate & Doubt , Where Her Love For Him Pulled Her To The Edge Of Care , Affection & Closer To Him . At The End Of This Tug Of War Her Love Will Win Definitely . Becoz When It's Real You Can't Walk Away .