Jayda
I walked through the crowded house as sweat and weed filled my nostrils. i fixed my black bubble coat on my arms and walked around trying to find one of his friends
I walked to the kitchen and grabbed me a sprite from the cooler. I looked around and spotted ming and walked over to him tapping his shoulder
"hey jay, whatchu doin here? I thought you couldn't be bere tonight." he said in my ear since you couldn't hear with this loud ass music.
"i snuck out duhh, i wasn't gonna miss his performance." i smiled and he nodded.
"their about to perform, you just in time." he told me and i smiled.
Just as he said that they both came out and the crowd went crazy. I looked at jahseh and smiled seeing him get all hype.
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I walked down the hallway opening doors to find jahseh. He just disappeared right after his performance.
I opened another and people were smoking on some heavy shit. I closed that door and made my way to the other.
I heard movements coming from inside so I cracked the door open. And i couldn't believe what i was seeing
jahseh giving back shots to the person i called a sister ..
i felt tears come down my face as i watched
"oh-oh fuckk right there daddy." she moaned throwing her head back and he grabbed a fist full of her hair.
"mmm, slow this shit down mama." his deep voice boomed through the room.
"mhmm nut in this pussy daddy." she moaned out and he slapped her ass
i pushed the door fully open grabbing their full attention
They got off of each other as they covered themselves up with the blanket
And he looked surpirsed
"jay it's not what it-" i cut her off by walking away, leaving out of that house out of shame.
we're only 16, i don't know what i was thinking, thinking someone would love me this young.
I walked down the street with my hand in my coat pocket, touching the photos i had in my pocket
"JAYDA WAIT." someone yelled behind me but i kept walking, hoping someone would come and kill me
i felt someone grab me stopping me in my tracks.
"GET OFF OF ME JAHSEH" I yelled at him as tears came down my face.
his eyes were a light shade of red telling me he's been poppin pills again.
"jay it meant nothing to me at-" i sent a nice slap to his face. anger was the only thing i could feel.
i was numb
"ARE YOU SERIOUS JAHSEH? SHE WAS MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU TO MAKE YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS" i screamed at him.
He looked down ashamed of himself and his actions. "im sorry jay.. I couldn't control myself, i'm sorry mamas." he apologized and i shook my head at him.
"your not sorry.. your sorry cause you got caught." i pointed at him
i walked away only for him to grab me again. "STOP GET OFF OF ME JAHSEH LET ME GO! IM DONE I'M FUCKING DONE WITH THIS SHIT" i pushed him off of me. he looked like he wanted to cry but he doesn't get to cry. he was the one who hurt me.
"jay we're still young and i made a mistake i wish i could take back but please don't. i don't wanna be alone again." he pleded to me. I ran my hands through my hair thinking what the fuck is wrong with me? why me?
"no no nooo i can't- i can't keep letting people hurt me jahseh that hurts a thousand times worse. i thought i really found my happiness, but happiness doesn't exist anymore for me." i cried stumbling back a little
He tried to grab me but i snatched away from him once again.
"FUCK WHY DON'T YOU GET IT IM SORRY OK? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JAYDA DON'T FUCKING LEAVE ME. BREAK ME, HURT ME, DO WHATEVER TO GET BACK AT ME, BUT DON'T LEAVE ME" he yelled in anger startling me.
"were you thinking about that when she told you to nut in her, hm?" i asked tilting my head to the side
"jayda the only person i would wanna have kids with is you-" i grabbed the photos out my pocket and shoved the sonogram photos on his chest
"well congratulations, your a father.." i whispered walking away from him
mannn cory was likeee what i want for MY birthday? I WAS OUTTTT 😩
