"If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?"~adele
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The same slowed song played lowly on a loop as the two let their tears go
"How do you spend your life."belcalis spoke as they both looked out the window as it rained
"Hmm."he said
"How do you live life."she said low but loud enough for him to hear her
"I spend my life regretting , questioning and apologizing."he spoke lowly
"Regret ."she spoke feeling the same way
"I regret doing what I do at life as in rapping It's stressful and mentally draining like I feel like I have to do this cause it's what I do to put food on the table and keep a roof over my family and loved one heads."he said as tear rolled down his cheek continuously watching the rain through the window
"Questioning."she said as another tear formed
"Why me. and why do I go through this. and is the ones who love me going to be waiting for me tomorrow. am I really sorry for myself after all the fucked up shit that has happened to me. am I going to see tomorrow. is it my fault. Why do when I feel like I'm finally happy I'm not like darkness always finds it way back to me."he said
She cried harder because she knew what it felt like and what he meant
"Apologizing."she spoke as the tears fell
"To my kids for being fucked up and how I'm not the perfect father. To my grandma for letting her down. To My brothers for not being somebody they look up to. And to you for not giving you the proper love."he spoke quietly
"You do she show me the proper love."she said putting her hands on his face
"I don't feel like it."he said
"It may not feel like it but you do. It's just hard when two broken people try to love cause neither of them know what love feels like."
"Cause how do you show love when you've hardly ever seen it. and if you haven't seen it in awhile it's hard to remember what it's like."
He laid his head in her lap
"You want to know something."she said
"What."he said looking out the window
"Love doesn't necessarily always mean it's a good thing."she spoke lowly
"What you mean."he asked looking up at her
"Love can make you do the worst things in life."she said
"Ian never look at it like that."he said
"So remember you can want love but just make sure you ask for happiness and forgiveness aslong with the love."she said he nodded
"You should be a therapist."he said making her chuckle
"Why would I do that."she spoke
"You always know the answer to everything."he said
"I don't it's just I've been through it."she said shrugging
"Nah mane you'd should be one."he said
"Prove to me why i should be one."she said playing in his hair as he stared at the ceiling and the song continued to play
"What does it mean when you don't face certain fears."he asked trying to prove something but she didn't realize it
"It means it's your limit."she said
"Explain."he said
"Cause why we wouldn't face that fear if the man who created us know we could face it. He knows if he would give it to us it would be our real breaking point."she said
"See."he said
"What?"she asked
"You've just proved my point I asked you a hard question And you just answered it without realizing it which mean your made to be a therapist."he said serious
"Yea yea whatever."she said chuckling at his seriousness
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