ALL I ASK[NBA YOUNGBOY AND CARDI B]

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Author pov
📍Cardis house

"I'm sorry."cardi said as offset choked her

"No you not cause I told you to leave out the room while I was on the phone."he spoke punching her

"I was just trying to get my makeup bag."she spoke telling the truth as tears flowed down her face

"No you wasn't you was trying to listen to phone my calls."he yelled

She just cried he grew angry at her silence

"Take these shit off."he said yanking at her clothes

"I don't want to."she said lowly

"I don't care what you don't want to do take these shits off belcalis."he said yanking at her clothes

She hit em to stop and ran out the room

He chased after her and caught her beating her and dragging her back to the room

"You was gone leave me."he asked sounding hurt

"Im sorry i wasn't going to leave you."she said crying hard from her aching bones

"Lies."he spoke chuckling walking towards her

He started to kiss her leaving her in discuss
As tears just flowed from the pain and agony

He ripped her shorts off and pulled his pants down forcing himself into her

As she just layed there

"Why me."she spoke lowly

She wondered how person who claimed they love you could do such a thing

And just like that he had raped her for the 7th time in their relationship
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Later on that night offset had left leaving belcalis
In the bad condition he had put her in

Cardi had got out the bed staggering bad to the bathroom she had ran her a bath of hot water and epsom salt i know y'all probably like why she wont try to leave while he gone she couldn't if she tried offset lockes the house from the outside when he leaves

She tried to leave multiple times but she always ends up more hurt than before

Offset wasn't always like this he played like he was her superhero and soulmate in the begging but once he won her over and tricked her he started to get possessive and as you can see not in a good way

He would break her bones he would torture her. manipulate her with her past and make it seem like she would be nothing without him and down grade her as the person god had made her to be

But something about belcalis is was never about the fact of him doing that to her what hurted her most was the fact she had to lie to her fans and family like she was okay and everything was peaches and cream when reality she questioned herself everyday why was she pushing her self to still live and why she was going through what she was going through

And the reason why was because of her grandma
She always told her the strongest and kindest people go through the worst battlles in life but that's why she was strong because she pushed through it every day.

belcalis always told herself even though she was going through hell and back she was never going to cut life short she saw it as a gift she just hadn't received it yet and she was willing to wait.

"Dear Heavenly Father thank you for another day of life I ask you to get me through this time of my life and heal me to my fullest and brightest and show me where the sun shines. AMEN OKURR."she prayed managing to put a smile on her face

"Nigga might be might my ass but I'm still a real p bitch."she said looking in the full body mirror at her beaten body trying to boost her confidence

She soaked in the tub and just let her tears flow eventually she got herself together and washed up real good when she did this she called this washing away her sorrows

After she was finished she rinsed her body off and let the water out and moisturized her body and put ointments and alcohol on her bruises and went to sleep