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Imagine (Noah Schnapp)

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I Can't

Noah's POV
I can't stand it
Your POV
I can't stand it.

It hurts me to see he is happier without me

Noah's POV
It hurts me to see I left her sad.

I shouldn't have.
She was the love of my life .
I wish I get a chance to apologize...
To tell her the truth.
I didn't wanted to cheat.
I wouldn't....
I couldn't.......
Cuz...I can't....
I am sorry for everything I do that drags her at the sadness.that lonely place.

Your POV
I want to know it.
What I did wrong ?
He was the love of my life.
I wish he would tell me what happened.
I know it was something else.
He didn't cheat .
He wouldn't...
He couldn't  ......
He can't......
I am not okay.
This is so much lonelier than I thought it would be .

Both of yours POV.
I can't take it.
I would never be able to be happy again.
The love of my life was gone.
I know what I have to do.
Die .....
But I can't...I have to live...
Noah's POV.
For her
Your POV
For Him

Both POV.
I will not die.
Cuz....I have someone to live for.
But i can't ...love again.i never will.

Noah's POV
I saw her there
She was not okay.i knew it that she isn't.
But how..how can I help her out without hurting her ....
I am the worst...
You are the worst noah
You are the worst .
YOU ARE THE WORST
I was screaming internally.

Your POV
I looked around and saw him.
I wanted to cry out.but no not in front of him.
I dont know what to do anymore without hurting him.
Help me someone.
Please....
Help me
Help me
HELP ME (the capital part is the yelling inside you and Noah on both you pov's)
I was screaming internally.
I got up and started to run away.breaking down crying in the middle of nowhere in the street.
I was sobbing.sobbing.and sobbing.

"NOOOOOOOOOO".I screamed.and started screaming that,"WHY ME.WHY.I WANNA DIE .PLEASE I WANNA DIE.HELP ME ."
I was alone in the street ..
No one .
I wanted someone to be here.
Him.
Please him..I want him..I want him please..
God please.
I started sobbing more ...
I looked around and saw a broken glass .
I held it in my right hand..
Took a deep breath and started cutting my hand.
It hurts a bit .but it helped to ease the mentall pain a bit..
I looked at my hand and saw blood.
Of course......I thought.
I started shaking a bit later.
I was finding it hard to breathe.
I fell on the floor shaking and cold.
I felt really dizzy now .
The only thing in my mind was.
Noah.....

Noah's POV
I followed her but then I couldn't find her. But then I heard a scream of s Girl screaming that she wanted to die..that she needs help.I knew who it was.y/n ...
Oh shit...
I ran as fast I can...
As I was running I fell on the ground.
I stood up wincing ..I hurted myself .
I shook it off and started to run even faster.
There.. I thought...it was her phone lying down on the floor.
I picked it up and saw.a hand on the floor.
I looked up and saw...y/n...she cut her hand and was ...dead I think....
"NOOOOOOOO...HELP ...SOMEONE PLEASE HELP...HELP...HELP...PLEASE..HELP ME."
I screamed.
I held on to her hand sobbing.
I pulled her in too feel her heart beat.
No sound.
She is dead....
And I am the reason for that.
I hate myself.
I hate myself
Then I screamed
"I HATE MYSELF"
I looked around and saw something written on the wall.

To,Noah

I can't......

With blood ....
I sobbed harder.
And hugged her tight once.
I am sorry sugar pie.
I am sorry....

No one's POV
Noah was so heartbroken...
That he never loved someone else for you..waiting that once in his life he will meet...you...
He never married someone .....

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