Diary

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It was the time of night around 8 clock. Avu was crying at  home cause her past bothers her a lot she tried forgetting it but isn't able to

Avu's pov
Why God!  Why did I fell in love with someone.. This love it's nothing..NOTHING!! it is just there to make you sad nothing else, God you made me fell for that jerk but I plead you please I don't want to fall for Sid I don't want that thing to be repeated please pleasee God
pleasee
Pov ended

Whereas with Sid

Sid's pov
Now I should look further may be I will find something I again started scrolling through her phone and was just able to find her photos or there were some photos of nature, greener , ,trees , plants , animals and birds nothing else.. But why?  Why can't I find something here why??  I guess she deleted that or may be she don't have anything but I need to find it

Why?

You again came.. What is your problem

Leave it tell and define love

Love but why should I define love

Nothing will happen if you will define love for one time

That's even correct,  love it's an unknown feeling...you want that person to live happily.. You don't want to hurt that person you love.. You want that person to be always happy.. The person you cares the most is the person you loves the most (A/N  this line sounds like a qoute) If someone even tries to touch your the person you love you will want to kill that person.. If that perosn is sad or hurt you will also get hurt due to that.. You just want that person you love should be happy no matter if she is with you or not wether she loves you or not , That's love is... That is love, true love

Now tell me when Avneet is bothered due to her past don't you get hurt?

I do cause she is

She is your wife

Yes

Leave it now tell me what if someone tries to hurt her

Then I WILL KILL THAT PERSON RIGHT THERE

Do you care for her?

Yes cause she

Ya ya she is your wife but now just think ,just think once that you feel each and every single thing for her which is there in the definition of love why?

Cause..??

Cause you love her

No I don't

Ugh!  It's hard to make you understand

Who told you to make me understand huh?

You are in love with her trust me

I don't want to okay.. She is a rabbit and no one can ever fall in love with her

You are f-

Get lost you fucking piece of shit and let me concentrate on what to do further...Avni she might be waiting for me I am late I have to go home
Pov ended

He came back home and when Avu noticed that she stopped crying and smiled. He came in their room

Avu: Heloo! When did you came back?

She said as she was the happiest person alive but the truth was something else...not only different but also the bitter one

Sid: Just now
Avu: That's good.. Do you want something like water, clothes or something like that?
Sid: No I am fi-

He stopped when he saw that pillow cover was wet and he knew that why it was. He came near her and said

Sid: Did you cried again?
Avu: No why would I cry
Sid: Stop lying
Avu: No I didn't leave it na you are such a bandar you know if I am telling you that I don't then what the heck is your problem?
Sid: Aacha Let's agree you for a while but then tell me how this pillow became wet
Avu: Umm.. This.. This... Yes!  I was drinking water and it-
Sid: How did it fell?
Avu: Cause...Cause I sneezed yes cause I sneezed
Sid: Avni you can't lie more
Avu: I am not lying
Sid: I SAID STOP LYING AVNEET!! ANSWER ME WHY WHERE YOU CRYING WHYYY!?!

Avu's eyes filled up with tears she looked down and started crying

Sid's pov
Yaar!  Why.. why I always have to forget that she not my old rabbit now I made cry what should I do now?.... Yes I talk to her as sweetly as possible
Pov ended

Sid: Avni
Avu:........
Sid: Avni
Avu:.......
Sid: Avu
Avu:........
Sid: Avneet
Avu:.........
Sid: Rabbit
Avu:........
Sid: Maddoo
Avu: Stop ca-calling me I don't..do-don't want to talk to y-you
Sid: Avni I am really really sorry I didn't meant that.. Trust me I didn't

Avu didn't said anything and went to sleep

Sid: Are you going to sleep at 9:30 only?

He asked but Avu didn't replied

Sid: At least eat something
Avu: I am n-not feeling like e-eating anything
Sid: You will fall ill if you won't eat anything
Avu: Why do you care?
Sid: I-
Avu: Siddharth stop this the th-thing happened today was proof that y..you aren't what you are showing m..me,  after this I... I don't feel like if.. if I will d..di-
Sid: STOP!  DON'T YOU DARE TO SAY THAT WORD..... Avni how can you even think that?  I... okay fine I am sorry
Avu:...........
Sid: Sorry Avni
Avu:..........
Sid: Eat something please
Avu:...........
Sid: Avni if you won't eat something then I will also not eat anything
Avu: No e-eat somthing you might be hun-hungry
Sid: No.. Not till you eat something
Avu: F-fine bring it here only
Sid: Good
Avu: But t-that doesn't meant that I ha-have forgiven you
Sid: Avni I am sorry
Avu: bring the food
Sid: Fine

He brought the food and she ate that just in 2 minutes everytime he was trying to talk but she was ignoring him

Sid's pov
Uaah!  I again made her angry but this time she more angry then before I have to surprise her.. But first I have seen a diary in her cupboard I think I will find something from that let's took it out
Pov ended

He found that diary and started reading it was written

Why did it happened cause I loved someone? May be yes cause loving someone always gives pain or what else can someone expect from love... This world is literally a creepy hell were you will find thousands of beasts to deal with some of them will hurt you and you will forgot about them but some of them will destroy your whole life,  your every single day and night and unfortunately mine was the second one you know this fact didn't hurts me than the fact that the person who did this was my love, the person whom I trusted the most and what you did you were just stuck with your decisions. I just learnt one thing after thus incident that Physical needs sucks

He flipped the page but didn't found anything rather then some torn pages which was not readable at all

Sid's pov
Physical needs?  Love?  What is going on? The more I am trying to slove this Mystery the more it becomes puzzled ...should I do that?  Ya I will but after sometimes cause for executing that idea her comfortness is required
Pov ended

That's it for today. Thanks for reading ❤

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