The pain of anger
The fear of failure
The desire for it to get better
The knowing it won’t
All mixed with the anxiety of what will happen next
Words destroy hope
Thoughts kill pride
Killing all emotion but
ANGER, PAIN, and MISERY
Noise brings agony
Yet silence drives me insane
The will to live won’t let me die
Yet the will to die won’t let me live
So…
I ran a bath in anger
Undressed my pain
And soaked in my misery
Alone I soaked
Silently I bathe
I washed away at my thoughts
Scrubbed away at my sanity
My torn heart bleeds….
LOVE HAPPINESS and JOY
I got out
Wrapped myself in comforting words
Dried my sorrow
And dressed once more in the same pain
I lied on my bed of guilt
And cried myself to sleep
Good night to the tears on my pillow
Good night to the cold holding me so tight
Good night to the flame that grows within
And GOOD BYE to all of me
