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3:10 pm in New York
Olivia walked downstairs to get a bottle of water seeing the Richards boy sitting at the breakfast bar sipping on his cup of coffee the blonde had spent the last twenty four hours in bed drifting in and out of sleep

"where's rafe" liv asked walking over to the fridge

"dropping Dixie to the airport then I think he's meeting a sneaky link" josh smiled

"I'm going back to bed" liv groaned rubbing her temples

"you need to eat" josh said

"the thought of food is making me nauseous" liv frowned starting to make her way upstairs

"wait for me" josh said putting his cup into the dish washer while the blonde was already halfway up the stairs

Olivia had climbed back into her bed snuggling into her duvet petting delilah who was sleeping beside her josh closing her blinds before climbing into bed beside her wrapping his arms around her while she turned around putting her head on his chest

"are you okay" josh asked playing with her blonde hair

"I'm just tired" liv said sadly but truthfully she was going through withdrawal from the cocaine as she hasn't seen carter since that night in his house he also hasn't text her to check on her

"talk to me" josh frowned 

"I don't know what to say josh I ruined Nate's fucking life and he isn't the one who raped me the one who raped me. cal fucking jacobs is walking free living his best life after coming out to his family while I'm fucking miserable he made me feel dirty in my own body am I too blame did I wear my skirts too short did I give him the wrong impression did I fucking smile at him too much" liv ranted

"no you are not to blame don't ever think that because what you wore had nothing to do with it he is a sick individual and he will not get away with it" josh said angrily

"I can't press charges his brother is the mayor of Miami and his other brother is the sheriff of Florida" liv sighed

"are you serious" josh said angrily

"yeah I can't do anything" liv frowned

"fbi" josh questioned

"what's the point he's just going to get away with it. I'm letting everyone I love down everyone is just better off without me" liv cried

"no we aren't better off without you liv now let out all those tears then we are going to get ice cream and watch movies" josh said holding the blonde in his arms

"I don't deserve you" liv smiled

"I love you" josh smiled

"I love you too" liv smiled

"josh" liv asked looking up at him

"yeah" josh nodded

"will you go to the hairdressers with me I need a change" liv asked

"of course I will when do you want to go" josh asked

"now" liv said

"first you need a shower" josh said

"are you trying to say I smell" liv said

"yes you would kill the plants and wildlife with this stench" josh laughed holding his nose causing the blonde to laugh