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81.

1:40 pm in New York
to anyone who would look at Olivia they would say she was okay but if they had really focused on her facial expressions they would see her smile disappeared after a few seconds, her eyes beginning to water, the bags under her eyes that she has tried so hard to cover with concealer from not sleeping the smell of alcohol that she had been drinking to numb the pain or the cocaine coursing through her veins

The truth is she was not okay she was falling apart it has been two weeks since the lie detector her heart was breaking for her first love it was taking everything in her not to run into his arms telling him everything but she knew if she that he would hate her for using drugs if he hated his own mother the woman who raised him he would most definitely hate her

she found herself distancing from her friends not wanting to lie to them anymore she hasn't been home in a couple of days she was currently in the Vanderbilt boys bed after a wild drug filled night
carter had apologised although everything was okay now she knew it wouldn't last it was only a matter of time as to when he would loose his anger again

"good morning" carter smiled

"morning" liv smiled

"are you awake long" Carter asked

"nope" liv smiled

"okay great do you want to go get breakfast with me" Carter asked

"it's past twelve" liv giggled

"okay we'll do you want to get lunch with me" Carter laughed

"are you asking me on a date mr Vanderbilt" liv teased

"yes of course I am" carter smiled

"are you going to ask me properly" liv winked

"will you Olivia Jenner my beautiful girlfriend go for a lunch date with me" carter smiled wrapping his hands around the blonde pulling her into him

"yes Carter Vanderbilt I will" liv smiled

"let's get dressed then" carter smiled

"I feel like shit can we just order in" liv asked putting her head in the pillow

"nope come on get ready" carter said pulling the blonde up

"I really don't feel well I feel like my body is shutting down" liv frowned

"Olivia now" carter said getting angry

"okay" liv sighed not wanting to make him angry she had walked into the bathroom to start her makeup

3:10 pm in new york
Olivia and Carter had just arrived to the restaurant they were walked to their table by the waiter and given menus to look at carter pulled Olivia's seat out for her she smiled thanking him he nodded before sitting down

"what do you want to eat" Carter asked breaking the silence

"pasta carbonara what about you" liv smiled putting down the menu

"I think I'll get the spaghetti bolognese" Carter smiled

"good choice it's good" liv said