Author's Note
this chapter is based off of disturbed's inside the fire video.....my apologies to anyone offended by how i write about suicide, or how i portray this song
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A million thoughts were going through my head as I pushed off the chair. Right before I did, one thought seemed the clearest. I wasn't going to heaven. I would join him in hell. That was my only wish, to be reunited with Ash. I didn't realize that Logan would be home before I died.
As oxygen deprived as I was, I could faintly hear him yelling NO. He ran towards me and lifted my near dead body from the noose. I blacked out after that, expecting still to die. But, how could this be death, when I can still feel the pain. Death is supposed to erase that. It wasn't until I heard a voice saying, "Devon, baby wake up," that i realized I was still alive.
I opened my eyes, to see what looked like a hospital. Logan was kneeling on the ground, praying. Quite odd for him, he was never a religious guy. We had been roommates going on four years, and not once had I ever seen him go to church. I never realized he cared this much about me, either. "Hey," I croaked out. He turned, relief on his face.
"Where am I?" I had asked him. If I had really looked, I would have been able to tell. I've been here. I was back in the asylum. It looked the exact same it had when I was here before. I tried to move my arms, but something was holding them back. It was the familiar feel of a straitjacket.
Last time I was here, they waited until after I woke up to put me in one. I guess they weren't taking any more chances with me. Logan looked at me, the question I knew he'd ask in his eyes. He wanted to know why. They always wanted to know. I bit my lip, and was surprised to find they'd left my rings in. I guess there isn't much damage you can do while you're straitjacketed.
The worst part was I had heard him. He was calling me fron inside the fire. How I longed to join Ash in the fiery pits. I hope he'll understand that in a way, I still am inside the fire. Just not with him
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The Suicide Club
General FictionA few different people try to commit suicide, all are 'saved' in one way or another. They are all sent to the same asylum. Most of the chapters with suicides are based off of songs/music videos.
