Bianca | slow updates

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Buckle up because this is a long ass chapter 😭
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"but um Bianca look we need to talk" he spoke causing my heart rate to speed up.

Talk? About what? Did he actually cheat on me? My brain started coming up with seven thousand different scenarios, Bianca calm down you're overreacting maybe it isn't that bad I mentally thought to myself.

"Bianca?" Angelo asked in a panicked voice causing my thoughts to quickly scatter away.

"Um yeah sure let's talk," I say giving him a small smile which makes him sigh in relief.

"Let's go somewhere more private," he says referring to the party that's still going on around us, I nod in agreement.

He leads us out of the room where the party was all the way upstairs to my room.

"Are you going to sit?" I asked as I sat down on the couch in the little living room looking at still him standing by the doorway.

"Uh yeah right," he says walking over to sit down across from me.

Is it just me or has he been acting weird this whole conversation?

"So you wanted to talk?" I asked looking at him with a brow raised.

"Uh yeah," he says settling in his seat before continuing "so I've been thinking for a while now, me and you have been moving quite fast and I um think we should-" he takes a deep breath and might I say it was a long ass breath not to mention he's looking anywhere but at me.

hello? I'm waiting.

"We should what?" I asked concerned after he still didn't say anything.

"I think we should spend time apart" he finally said which caused my heart to drop.

"So you wanna break up?" I asked not believing what he said maybe I miss heard him.

"Mhm it's just because we're moving too fast and I-I can't..."

"You can't what?" I asked in a low voice trying to fight back my tears.

"I can't be a dad to Sofia, Bianca I'm still young and I'm not ready to settle down yet but of course I promise to be there for Sofia but I realized I can't be there all the time and it's all just too much" he says running his hands through his hair.

"Too much?" I scoffed

"Angelo I was a single mom for three fucking years and you've been a dad for what? a couple of months and you think that is too much? You have no room to talk and say 'this is too much' " I angrily said to him.

"It's not my fault you decided to run off and fake your death hiding your pregnancy, that was all you Bianca all fucking you" he spat back.

"Well, I didn't know what to fucking do, tell me Angelo if I didn't run away and told you would have you stayed with us?" I asked in a frustrated voice.

He didn't say anything. Of course.

"That's what I thought" I say getting up because if I stay here any longer won't be able to hold my tears in anymore.

"Bianca wait" he says causing me to stop my tracks.

"No I'm sorry for wasting your time Angelo by doing whatever this was but as for the moving fast part that was all you" I say looking back at him before slamming the door.

I can't believe he just played my heart like a stupid fiddle, I knew I should've kept Sofia a secret.

This all was a big fucking mistake.