Dear Diary

❤Chapter one❤

Some people wake up and hope that something will be different. that is how I was. I had a normal life. woke up. went to school. came home. went to bed and repeat. then I met her. I met the girl that I would one day call my wife.

Anaise. we started out as friends. first talking to texting to hanging out pretty much 24/7. then I asked the question.
"um..will you go out with me?"
we were in the car about to go to Disney land with a bunch of friends and the car went completely silent. i seriously thought Jeremy was going to pull over but he didnt. but the reply I got was not what I expected.

"Really?"
is what I heard next. I was scared to say yes. and she could she see that I was nervous. then she reached behind her and grabbed something. it was card board. she opened it up and it read
'Will you go out with me?'
I laughed. it was like something out of a movie. I would have never expected it. me, a weird 19 year old, getting the girl I would die with out.

~after the trip~

mine. thats all I could think.
mine
mine
mine
I have her. the person who ive wanted all this time and I actually have her.
when we got home my moms were there and it sort of hit me all at once that what was about to happen is going to be awful. I have to tell my moms about Anaise. they dont even know I'm gay.

we walk up to the door and I take a deep breath as I open the door and see my mom standing there..