Catfishin'

Truth

Keisha

We cant talk ,I said to Bela

Why not,her text said.

Because the guys sleep and I have a interview in the morning,I texted back.

I tossed my phone on my bed ,as I got up.

Making a fake page is easy but being that person is hard,I said to myself.

Who was I fooling?Im a 15 year old girl pretending to be August fucking Alsina.Like does that make me gay or a lesbian?

Keshia take your ass to sleep , my mom yelled as I groaned.

You take your ass to sleep ,I mumbled.

Does faking to be a guy and falling for a girl while being the guy makes me gay?

All I want is to love and be loved and thats what Bela was giving me.

My mom will hate my guts if i tell her im confused on my sexuality.

A girl made me feel wanted and alive and it was my addiction to feel important.

I needed to find myself but how when I wasnt going to give up faking as August Alsina.