Ashton hung out with me for the rest of the day. We shared lazy kisses and I felt really safe with him.
I have nightmares now. I don't know how to stop them, but I've had them since Calum... And no one can touch me unless it's ashton. I... I don't really know how to explain it but whenever someone touches me, even just to get my attention, I almost jump from a heart attack or flinch.
Anyways, today I'm going over to Ashton's house again to hang out again. He makes me feel so loved and safe. I'm always happy around him. He's just like sunshine I swear.
I'm going to his house now. See ya.
-2/21/15
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Diary of a Broken Boy •Lashton•
FanfictionUh.. Hi? (Co writing with oh-my-lashton, I'm doing Luke's entries and she's doing Ashton's ! ) Warning: boyxboy, self harm, eating disorder, mentions of rape, language