At night when everything is dark
But your heart is all blue
Because the one you need the most
Has their phone on snooze
Its dark and sad and weary
And you just want to sleep
But that thumping in your ear
Is the sound of your own heartbeat
Its quiet still and dreadful
But inside you are alive
Fighting all theses demons
Trying to boost the pride
But you are all alone
And pride has left you bare
Venerable and lonely
And you feel break is near
You just want to scream
But everyone is sleeping
You want it to go away
Like an alarm that wont stop beeping
Your heart it hurts with shatter
Like its broken into pieces
It feels like it has taken over
Folding, making creases
You don't know what to do
You're laying on your bed
But no matter how much you move
You cant adjust your head
Nothing feels right
Everything is wrong
Your head is pounding like your heart
It rages on and on
You need to hear a comforting voice
A need and want a whisper
But isn't it lovely when you need someone
They are not there to hear
So in this moment you are numb
And tears have whelmed your face
Its hard to breathe when mucas
As covered your nose holes space
You see outside the sun has come
To welcome ones awake
But you haven't got a peep of sleep
To help you fasce this day
But you will rise like all the others
To face the present moment
But in this little spot of time
The tears would be pointless
So you keep a fake smile
Just to make them happy
So they don't know when you're alone
The you they know, is not what they'd see
