I screamed because I was broken.
I screamed because everything was gone.
I screamed because I was lost.
I screamed because I was hopeless.
I screamed because I lost it all.
I screamed because I just couldn't anymore.
I cried because it had hurt.
I cried because no one seemed to care.
I cried because that was who I was.
I regret everything.
Especially meeting you.
You made me into that girl.
The girl who was broken
The girl who was hopeless
The girl who self-harmed
The girl who became depressed
The girl who became diagnosed with anxiety
The girl who starved herself so much that she became anorexic
I am this girl and I am not proud of it at all.
And I'm tired of it all.
Truth is I knew this would've happened.
Now I am that strong girl.
I'm back and I'm better.
And now it's my turn.
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PoetryI don't let people in. I'm terrible at explaining how I feel verbally. This is me being 3000% Done. This is poetry. This is me. © 2019 Rureal ALL RIGHTS RESERVED