Save Me (XXXTENTACION Love Story)

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How are you?🙂

Jahseh pov

"Her what?"

She smiled "I'm her mother...I would like to see her is she inside?"

"um...hold on a second"I closed the door and went back into my bedroom.

Liah looked at me "hey...where's Bella?"

"um that's not Bella at the door baby"I rubbed the back of my neck glancing at her

"Theeen who is it?"she asked

"It's um...your mom"I said

Her face immediately dropped "what?"

"her and Toya are outside...I wasn't sure if you wanted to see them so I told them to wait outside"

"M-My mom is out there?"she asked

"Yeah but I can tell her to go away baby...honest, I don't want you to-"

"no no...it's fine. let them in"

"you sure Li?"I asked slightly concerned

"yes"she nodded

"okay" I nodded and walked back to the front door. I opened it and allowed them inside. "Thank you Jahseh"Deborah said

"she's in the room..follow me"I led them both to the bedroom.

As soon as Deborah laid eyes on Liah she immediately started smiling. "ooh my babygirl...hi"Deborah said to Liah

"what are you doing here?"Liah asked

"I heard about the kidnapping and I got so worried about you"Deborah said

"so it had to take me being kidnapped, for you to finally show up in my life?"Liah asked

Deborah sighed softly "Liah...I was 26 when I had you..and I felt like I wasn't ready for a child...I KNEW I wasn't ready for one...so my mother told me she'd raise you and when she died Toya was next of kin so she took you in. Do I regret not raising you? Yes...because I know Toya probably was not a good example or a good aunt"

"Toya may have been a shitty aunt but at least she didn't give me up..for her own selfish reasons"

"Liah, I gave you up because I wasn't ready"

"yeah, well look at me...I'm about to be 19 years old and I'm 7 months pregnant..."Liah glared at her immensely

"so you never thought that you were too young? you never thought about adoption or abortion?"Deborah asked

As soon as she said that I started to think back in the night Liah found out she was pregnant, she didn't wanna keep the baby at all...and a part of me thinks she wouldn't have if it weren't for me.

"Thinking about something versus actually doing it...are two different things"Liah said

"Look Liah, I know you hate me for giving you up, I wish things were different but it isn't...but do you think you can forgive me?"she asked

Liah shrugged "depends...who's my Dad?"

Deborah shook her head "someone...I thought I was in love with...you don't need to know who he is"

"At least tell me his name...every time I would ask Toya about him she would change the conversation"Liah said

Toya scoffed "let's just say Kentrell...ain't got shit on your dad"