Inspired by the song:
Selfish by Madison Beer
(Bear with me on this one I'm trying something new and I hope you like it! :)"
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Boy, you're such a lost cause
Now your name is crossed off
How you gonna fix this?
You can't even fix yourself
Trevor was the cause of all of our arguments this past week. Everything was a problem and he told me it was up to me to fix our relationship.
It was almost two years
That I chose to spend here
All alone on New Year's
Thinkin' "What the hell?"
You and Trevor met in high school three years ago when you were 16
and started getting serious
about a year and a half ago when he told you he loved you. That same year he chose to go out with the boys on New Years and said he'll be home later and never came home until the morning. You didn't question it because you loved him but it was eating you up inside.
Shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it
Had a feeling that you never felt it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish
Don't know why I looked the other way
I wanted you to change, yeah
I shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish
You looked the other way, you didn't question him when he came back that morning. He looked tired and hungover. He asked you why you were "quiet" later on but you just convinced him you were fine, being his selfish self he shrugged it off. He didn't care and he stopped caring a while ago. You thought to yourself does he love me or even did he love me. You know he wouldn't change his ways but it was worth a shot in order to save your relationship.
I bet you thought you gave me real love
But we spent it all in nightclubs
All you ever wanna do is lie
Why you always such a Gemini?
He was always "dragged" into clubs with the guys but dragged is such a lousy excuse. Trevor had a way with words and his lies, he could get out of any situation.
Baby, who you tryna run from
Me or all your problems?
You know you will never solve 'em
You don't even know yourself
Trevor lost sight of himself. He wasn't the old Trevor you fell in love with. It's like he doesn't even know himself, he got to the breaking point. He became so arrogant and cocky, no one wanted to be around him anymore especially former teammates. His old friends moved away and focused on their careers like Jack and Alex. You were all he had left and to him you weren't good enough.
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So I actually like how this chapter turned out, let me know what you think and if I should do more song inspired imagines in my nhl imagines book? 👀👀
