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Nakaya Greenfield, 17
Seattle, Washington
"Hello?" I answer my phone scratching my nose,
If y'all know how to scratch yall nose y'all know y'all gotta use y'all whole hand and start pressing on yo nose do that make sense yk?
"Man stop making that noise!" Mailk says,
"Nigga I'm scratching my nose!"
"Mcht you hungry?" I nod my head,
"Use yo words fucking weirdo!" He gets in the car,
"I'm finna be over there and give you yo food!" I nod and hang up,
I've been clean for some months now honestly ion feel no better than when I wasn't clean I feel worse everything makes me wanna take a pill!
But I've been just pushing through it's summer now and I graduated already ian show up I just got my diploma,
"Lemme do something to this head!"
I try to do my hair but the shit won't slick down like what the fuck,
"Dumbass nigger hair!" I throw my brush at my mirror making glass shatter everywhere,
That made me madder and I just flip and throw everything around,
"Kaya!" Malik calls my name walking in my bathroom,
He looks at me on the floor high as fuck crying,
"Fuck Kaya come on!" He helps me up,
I put my body weight on him and stumble to the room,
"You relapsed?" I don't say anything,
"Ight ima clean yo bathroom up!" He walks out my room,
He comes back with a broom, dustpan and big trashcan,
I just watch him clean all the glass up from my bathroom,
I look down at my hands and arms and see all the cuts I have on them,
I hear my shower running "come on!" Malik says,
I get up and wipe my face "I- I- I'm so- sorry!" I stutter,
"It's Ight ian mad at you!" He takes my shirt off,
"I got it!" I say trying to take my clothes off,
