Power (Sequal to MissUnderstood)

Chapter 46

Kayla's P.O.V

I woke up and went downstairs making breakfast.....the door ring and without me checking I just opened the door and August was standing there, he looked so mad...he grabbed my arm pulling me outside

Me:*stuggling* get off me

He stopped nd let go

August: who da hell u talkin to

Me: you

August: first you seek for attention and you got it now you wanna stand here nd talk back

Me: I wasn't seeking attention I'm just tryin to get away from your crack headed ass

He smacked me, and I closed my eyes to soak in the pain and started walking back in the house until he grabbed my hand

August: kay you know I hate it when you call me that

Me:*tearing* please................just let me go

August: cmon...........get in the car

Morgan came outside and I wiped my tears with my free hand

Me: Morgan go back in the house

Morgan: I swear your the dumbest person I know besides that crystal girl.......you both are celebrities and yall standing in the middle of the street arguing nd you raisin your hand on her

August:*looking around* kay get in the car NOW

Me: what did I do to you............that you just hate me now

August and Morgan's emotions changed......August looked sad and like he ain't know what to say.....And he let my arm go

Me: *tearing* you not happy with me........... You think you are and you try to convince yourself that you are but your not......... *shaking my head* this won't work anymore..........we've been caging each other..........you'd be elated and really loving to crystal.....you two are meant to be....a stripper and an ex drug dealer.....you and me were never meant to be......because we liked each other.....it was never love and it would never be love.....*crying* I can never love someone who hurts me physically, mentally, and emotionally......I'm done.......nd this this I mean it......it's not smart to push a loyal person to the point where they no longer give a flying fuck........I'll be over later when I know your not home, to get my stuff and I'll make sure to leave your key on the ledge

I wiped my tears and started walking in the house, he held the door before I closed it nd his eyes were watery.....one blink and he'd be crying

August: you can't do this to us.....kay I'd fucking jump of a building for you I really do love you

Me:..........*looking in his eyes* ..........no *shaking my head* don't jump of a building aug.......because a backflip would be way cooler

I closed the door in his fave and stood there.........my chest started pumping fast........I just ended it, I started crying.....why did I just do something that stupid....

Morgan: kayyyyyyyy

She reached her arms out and I ran upstairs and slammed my door locking it.......why why why did I just do that........ What am I gonna do?...

August P.O.V

I just lost her................. I couldn't believe it I slowly walked to my car and sat in there..I really fucked up, I shook it off after sitting in my car for at least a couple hours I turned my car on nd her song was on

Me:*thinking*

I went in my glove compartment and took out my case of coke nd sniffed up some I actually sniffed up a little too much of it.....my phone started ringing and I pressed the button on my car to answer it nd it was crystal

Crystal: hey whatchu doin right now baby

Me: I'm in my car

Crystal: are you okay you sound like you was crying

Me: na kay Juss ended it wif me

Crystal:...................wait yall just broke up

Me: yea

Crystal:...........baby just come over because I know you gotta lotta stress because of this

Me: ight

I started driving over to her house, she answered and we went to ha room nd I laid on da bed, nd she laid next to me, she played in my hair, but I pushed her hand away cuz I only like Kayla hands in my hair nd only her hands....

Crystal: tell me what Happened

I laid there nd told her what kay said

Crystal: what if she's right.....maybe you nd me are good for each other

Me: no no you don't understand how bad I just fucked up......I love her, nd it's my fault because I took advantage of her love for me

Crystal: baby it's time to just move on

Me:...............I ont think I can

Crystal: look I'm here for you now *kisses me* you don't have to worry about her.....she's just a waste of time

I looked ahead at the ceiling....she's my everything...nd now I have nothing