Power (Sequal to MissUnderstood)

Chapter 45

3 months later

Kayla's P.O.V

August:*yelling* your singing it wrong....why the fuck can't chu get the tune right

Me: I wrote the song I know how it goes

August: then sing the shit correctly

I looked down.....these have been the worst 3 months ever.....I still stay with August but it's weird....because it doesn't feel like we're not together.....he thinks I don't know that he's still messing around with crystal.....I cry, because I ended up getting hit a couple more times, and it bothers me that these drugs that he's taking is taking over like that....I'm not in love with aug, I'm scared of him and no matter how many times I try to leave him he doesn't let me

Right now we're in the studio with chris and a couple of aug's friends...there helping with this song that I wrote.....I didn't even wanna work on this one, because I don't really like it...I gotta nother song but nobody knows about it......I try not to argue with August like now it's my song...I'm pretty sure I know how the tune goes, they left the mic on so I heard everything from there side of the glass

Chris: chill the fuck out yo

August:*grabs the mic* do it again

I quickly looked away and fanned my eyes because I was about to start crying......I held the headphones waiting for chris to start it.....I looked at him and he was looking at me trying to figure out what's going on with me and aug...,he doesn't know anything, it's really no ones business

Chris: kay do you need a break

August: what the hell does she need a break for.........how hard is it to sing the fucking song

.....I was mad.....i clenched my jaw and I grabbed headphones and lifted up my leg and slammed the middle of the headphones on my knee making them break.....I held it and went to the wall slamming the broken headphones on the wall....I'm aggravated because I don't curse at him anymore it's like I'm a shell and I get mad at myself for not speaking up

Me:*screaming*

they couldn't heard me, I ended up dropping the headphones and just punching the wall, until I felt someone softly and calmy wrap their arms around me...it was Chris's and he pulled me back and slowly lowered down to the floor letting me cry on his chest, my knuckles were red and bleeding but I couldn't feel it

August: you know what......I gotta go, maybe after she stop cryin she could get da song right

Chris: nigga seriously get out

August:That's my girl wif you down dere

Chris: I wouldn't think yall together the way you treat her

August: *laughing* shut up

I kept crying and Chris just told me to calm down and stop crying

Me:*sobbing*

After a couple minutes I got up and wiped my face

Chris: what's up with him

Me:*wiping my nose* I don't know

Chris: you do know

Me: I don't know

Chris: kay stop lying to me

Me: ask crystal

Chris:*surprised* ..........he's still messing with her

Me: I don't want to talk about it Chris I really don't.....I don't even wanna be here.....I wanna go home I wanna live my old life, with me and crazy Morgan.....I'm tired of getting gas and there a tmz camera in my face asking me a question.....I wanna live a normal life again...with Fiona in my ear......I'm tired of August.....*looking down* with all this stress I just wanna be with my daughter