I wish to watch with you
when the golden sun sets
in the deep blue pools
and watch the pale moon
wrap us with her silver shoals
coating our flesh
with sparks of light...
But most of all
I wish to embrace you
and burry my head
in your musky scent;
the smell of my dreams...
I wish to...
No... I will not wish
for my soul craves
to unite with yours
and fill in the misplaced pieces...
If only I could...
I would...
I would tell you..
I would even write you more
burry you under words
until my hands
cry for mercy
and relief ..
But I cannot...
for I am terrified
terrified to enter a domain
I have to uncover again...
So let me have
a few moments of joy
before what I wish
carves deep scars
on my soul
and leaves traces of blood;
that lead to a crumpled page
floating in a puddle of sooted tears....
Impaired to love again...
MT~4-2-2015
Thoughts? I'm back! I will start reading again:) though you have to bear with me... if I am late..
