Skip a few weeks me and daniel have been hanging out a bit

Tegan : baba we gotta go
Noah ; no
Tegan; yes u have school
Noah ; i don't wanna go
Tegan: u have to
Noah; no
Tegan: yes noah please
Noah ; fine
Tegan; thank u

I get his back and we walk out the door and i drop noah off to school and i drive to work

Blake ; Garcia
Tegan ; yes
Blake ; me and u have changed your neuro I'm cardio
Tegan: why have we changed
Blake ; cause simmons wants me today i dunno
Tegan ; ok well see ya
Blake ; yh

Skip the rest of the day

Millie ; thought u finshed an hour ago
Tegan ; no finsh now about to head to the changing room
Millie ; why didn't u tell me
Tegan: tell u what
Millie : that your pregnant
Tegan ; I'm not pregnant
Millie ; yes u are don't lie to me I'm an ob i know when people are pregnant
Tegan; i am not pregnant
Millie ; u don't know
Tegan ; i can't be
Millie ; well Garcia i can tell u are pregnant
Tegan ; i need to go
Millie ; sorry for rewining it for for u
Tegan ; no no bye
Millie ; bye

I walk off and i go to the changing rooms changing and i get in my clothes and i walk to my car going to arias

Tegan ; hey Noah
Noah ; hi
Tegan ; how was school
Noah ; boring
Aria ; school might be boring but make the most of cause you'll be wishing you'll be back in school once u grow up
Noah ; I'll never want to go back to school
Tegan ; i do life was easier then didn't have to work
Noah ; never
Tegan ; ok so what did u and dad do today
Noah ; park
Aria ; yh we went to the park and then all the chalk on the walk up here is him
Tegan : sounds like you've had a fun afternoon then
Noah ; it was
Aria ; noah stay here me and your mom gotta talk for a second
Tegan ; we do
Aria ; yes
Noah : ok

We walk to the kitchen

Tegan ; whats up
Aria ; nothing with me but theres something up with u
Tegan: no nothing
Aria ; known u to long tegan what is it
Tegan; it might be weird
Aria ; oh well what is it
Tegan: i was leaving work and millie shes an OB at the hospital and she was like why didn't u tell me and i was confused so i said tell u what . And she said tell her she was pregnant
Aria ; woah your pregnant
Tegan: no well i don't know i didn't think i am i have no symptoms of it and well millies a bit crazy so I don't atchally know
Aria ; well have been ya know

I nod my head

Tegan: it was one time
Aria ; so its possible
Tegan: yh
Aria ; well u know u need to go take a test
Tegan: i know but i just go throw this again
Aria ; go throw what
Tegan : anther miscarriage
Aria; well before u start worrying about that take a test find out for sure
Tegan; ok
Aria ; go get one when u find out call me or come back here
Tegan : I'll go home
Aria ; call me
Tegan: i will

We walk out

Tegan ; noah lets go
Noah; ok bye
Aria ; take care of your mom
Noah; why
Aria ; because your the man of the house u gotta take care of her ok
Noah ; ok
Aria ; promise me
Noah: promise
Aria : love u
Noah ; love u too
Tegan: bye
Aria ; take care and call me
Tegan; i will
Aria ; bye
Tegan: bye

We walk out the door and i drive to the store

Noah : can u buy chocolate
Tegan : we have chocolate at home
Noah ; but i want this chocolate please mommy please
Tegan; fine
Noah: yesss
Tegan ; lets go
Noah; u don't have a cart full like usal
Tegan : we only needed a few things
Noah : what is that u got
Tegan: u don't need worry about this
Noah; ok

I pay for the stuff and i pick up us some food and i drive home and we eat

Tegan; right u can watch tv for 10 minutes then bed
Noah ; ok

I go to the bathroom and i take the test several tests and i wait 3 minutes

Tegan : positive ok

I walk out

Tegan ; right baba bed time
Noah ; can i sleep in your bed
Tegan ; yes come on

He gets up and i make him brush his teeth and get in pjs and he gets in my bed and i stay with him till he falls asleep then i go to the front room calling aria

Aria : and the results are in
Tegan: positive
Aria: damn ok i was expecting it to be negative
Tegan: i was aswell
Aria : are u sure
Tegan; all 3 came back positive
Aria ; so what are u gonna do
Tegan: die
Aria ; seriously
Tegan ; i don't know i just know i can't go throw another miscarriage it would kill me
Aria: u only found out today why don't u take a few days to think about it because its a lot
Tegan; probably a good idea
Aria ; yh
Tegan : u know I'm gonna have an early night
Aria; ok sleep well
Tegan; i will
Aria : night
Tegan : night

I hang up and i message daniel

Tegan: are u free tomorrow ?

Daniel ; i can make myself free

Tegan: no don't worry

Daniel: no i can what do u wanna do

Tegan : can u come round tomrrow around 10

Daniel ; I'll be there

Tegan ; ok thanks

i get up going to the bathroom turning on the shower i have my shower i get in my pjs and i brush my hair and teeth and i walk to my room getting in bed and i kiss noahs head

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