Started With A Whisper | Charli D'Amelio ✓

I H A T E U, I L O V E U

Dixie's View

I have a feeling something happened between Y/n and Charli. If Charli even looks at Y/n, Y/n leaves the room or area.

Y/n's View

I can't believe what Charli did to me.

Flashback

"Does that hurt?" I ask.

"No." Charli says.

I nod my head and adjust myself.

"Chase." Charli moans.

"What?" I ask.

"What?" Charli asks.

"You just said Chase. You said you were a virgin." I say.

"Y/n—" Charli says as I get off of her.

"I don't want any part of this." I say putting my clothes on.

"Baby—" She says as I leave.

I close the door and I hear her start crying.

End of flashback

Feeling used, but I'm

I've been sleeping in the basement and I'm not ready to talk to Charli. I miss her, but that really hurt.

Still missing you and I can't
See the end of this

"Do you wanna sleep in my room so you don't have to lay on the floor?" Dixie asks.

I nod my head and we go upstairs.

"Why aren't you talking to Charli?" Dixie asks as we sit on her bed.

"Who's Chase?" I ask.

"Her ex who cheated." Dixie says.

"Tell me why she said her ex's name when we were having sex for the first time." I say.

"No way." She says.

I start to cry and Dixie hugs me.

"I miss her so much." I say continuing to cry.

Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips

"Tell her how you feel." She says.

I nod my head and get up. I go to Charli's room.

And now all this time is passing by

"I don't want to come in." I say as Charli opens the door.

"Why did you do that?" I ask.

But I still can't seem to tell you why

"I'm sorry, I don't know why I said that." Charli says wiping her tears.

It hurts me every time I see you

"Do you still love him?" I ask.

"No." Charli says.

I hate seeing her like this, but she did this.

Realize how much I need you

"Why'd you say his name then?" I ask.

I hate you, I love you

"I don't know!" Charli says.

I hate that I love you

"You just randomly say your ex's name when I give consent to have sex for the first time?" I ask.

Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you