SARHADEIN

21

दिल को लगा के लुट जाना इश्क़ है
दिल को लगा के लुट जाना इश्क़ है
इश्क़ में वफ़ा का पैमाना इश्क़ है
यार की गली में मर जाना इश्क है
पल में  बाना दे जो दीवाना इश्क है
इश्क बस इश्क है ना कोई शर्त वफ़ा
 

My shooting of the song has been completed it will be out tomorrow and today we are leaving for  bora bora island

I swear I feel like killing ansh because he said we are leaving at 2 am in the morning

My beauty sleep will be destroyed
I was packing when I heard "mumma , diyaa"

Mujhe blade dedo koi ja rhi hoon nas katne kaam khtm nhi hote aur ye dono aur kaam badha dete hain

Sometimes I feel like I am handling two kids

I shouted back "Ansh handle whatever happened I am packing our clothes don't irritate me"

Ansh has been a sweetheart in these few days he brings me those customised bouquets everyday when he returns

Those forehead kisses those late night talks in the balcony when darshan is asleep

Those cuddles

Life has been too much grateful to Mee these days

Bs aur do din ansh phir hum aap ke liye ek khuli kitab honge

Bs do din aur phir humare beech koi Raaz nhi hoga

Haan main uss rajveer se nhi badla le payi abhi aur armaan uncle ke accident ka but usse uski saza mil gyi kisi aur ne sahi par usse uski saza dedi

Bs ab wo gang jo system ko pure india ko betray kr reh hai unn tk ek hook Milne ki der hai phir mera Sara sach apke smne hoga

I felt two  hands wrapping me from behind its ansh aur kon hi hoga

I turn my face to look at him
I asked "ky hua hai"

He shook his head and said "bas aise hi"
I mumbled "ansh you really behave like kids sometimes"

He mumbled "haan mujhe pata hai par jb tumhare sath hota hoon na tb apni sari pareshaniyan bhul kr muskarane ka man krta hai jb tumhare sath hota hoon na tb bachha ban jata hoon kyuki mujhe pata hai tum irritate nhi hogi you may shout at me sometimes but you will never judge me for this "

"Kbhi nhi krenge hum apko judge kyuki ik you suffered alot aur agar hum hi nhi smjhenge apko hum comfort nhi de sake tou ye rishta kaisa ansh shadi yhi hota hai jo mushkil mein bh isath na chore"

I turned around and hugged him tightly he hugged me back when I felt two small hands wrapping around us

It was darshan I amhave died for this every single day and now finally I am getting it

Thankyou bhi bohot Kum hai  bhagwan yesb ke liye but phir bhi thank you

I am feeling vulnerable that's what I am right now

Because that bastard rajveer provoked me to kill him saying those filthy words about

Diya I took his case under my custody but before I can make him say all those secrets I ruined everything

And now I am fuckin suspended for two months from ib

But I don't regret killing him and my investigation is still on about this matter

We are leaving for bora bora

My mind is mess

Except this ib thing
My life is getting fucked up I don't know why siya isn't leaving my brain I am trying my best to move on with diye but every time I am close to her all I could see us siya in her

I feel like killing my self for betraying mentally like this

I am pathetic bastard nothing else

I was working while thinking all this when darshan came with a parcel to me

It was a chain which I ordered for diya few days back

We both shouted for her she got irritated as she was packing

So I went to her closing my laptop as I hugged her from back

She turned her face and asked "ky hua"
"Bs aise hi" I mumbled

Aisa kyun hai ke tumhare pass hoke jo sukoon milta hai wo siya ka naam sunke nhi milta tou phir wo mere dil aur dimag se nikalti kyun nhi hai

She said "ansh you really behave like kids sometimes"

"Jb tumhare pass hota hoon na tb apni sari pareshaniyan bhul kr muskarane ka man krta hai jb tumhare pass hota hoon tou bacha ban jata hoon kyuki mujhe pata hai tum irritate ho skti hi kbhi kbhi par mujhe kbhi judge nhi krogi iske liye "

Haan ye sach hai diya par ye bechaini mujhe andr se khokla kr rhi hai

SHe turned around and hugged me as she mumbled "kbhi nhi krenge hum judge hume pata hai tou have suffered a lot aur agar hum apko nhi smjhenge apko comfort nhi de sake tou ye rishta kaisa shadi yhi hoti hai jisme ek dusre ka mushkil me bhi sath de sake"

TBC

Abhi short chapters ayenge for two  to three days but I'll be constant so manage

This chapter explained what is going inside both of them and now the twist will start so stay tuned

Spotify link if the playlist
https://spotify.link/DPna7xZqkDb

See you soon lovelies