SARHADEIN

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रराज़ थी अब खुली है
खो गयी थी मिली है
बेवजा जो लगी दीवानगी
ना कदम है ज़मीन ना कमी है
कही पे जिंदगी तेरे आने से हंसी
बेखबर रास्तों पर हाट थे जो हम
चले है धड़कनो में बेखुदी है पास
जो हम मिले हैं जो कभी ना हुआ है
जो कभी ना किया है वो सही हो रहा
है इन दिनों तेरे साथ चला है तेरा नाम
लगा है मेरा दिल ना मेरा है इन दिनों

I reached home darshan was sleeping in my arms I carried him inside

And wiping his face I made him sleep covering with blanket

I went downstairs I thought to cook something saru maa was in kitchen as I entered

She asked "kuch chahiye tujhe"
I said "nhi humne socha aj hum kuch bana lete hai aap humari help kr dena"

I asked "saru maa ha agar ansh ko kuch psnd hai tou wo bata de hum vhi banayenge"

She said "usse na kuch khas psnd nhi kyuki bachpan se hi na usse Priya ke baad eating disorders hai tou usse tou kuch bhi ho Aaj tk Zabardasti hi khilana padta hai"

I sighed and started preparing to make pasta it's Darshan's favourite

I thought to make red velvet cake baking is my coping mechanism and right now I am pissed of on that bitch agent who took over our case

I was baking when I heard the elevator opening

I peaked out from the kitchen and saw Ansh

I went out wiping my hands on apron
He looked irritated , he noticed me coming towards me he hugged me tightly

I mumbled "I am all dirty and sweaty I was working in kitchen ansh "

He replied back "I really don't give a fuck about it I just want to hug you"

I hugged him back patting his back

"Is everything okay?"

He mumbled "yes just little tierd"
I can feel he is lying but maybe he isn't comfortable to share it with me

I don't want to invade his personal space as our relationship has just started getting better

I broke the hug and as he asked "darshan kha hai"

"So rha hai wo" I replied going inside kitchen as I put the cake inside oven for it to bake

He followed me and said "why are you cooking"

"Aise hi" I replied  he went to living room coming back as he had a flower bouquet in his hand

I looked at the bouquet it had three kind of flowers

It's probably customised bouquet
He forwarded it to me I looked at him "humare liye hain?"

He said copying my accent "apke Siva kisko denge hum biwi tou aap hai na tou ap ko hi na denge"

I chuckled taking the flower bouquet from his hand

When I noticed scratches on his hands
I asked "ye kaise hua"

He said "oh wo bouquet banate waqt"
He customised it himself

It wasn't a big deal but efforts are all that matters

I entered out room after dinner darshan was busy in colouring his book

I looked for diya and saw her standing on the balcony. She was crying I couldn't see properly as her back was facing me

I went to her I kept my hand on her shoulder as she flinched as she wiped her tears hurriedly she turned around her eyes nose were all red

I cupped her face as I asked "why the hell are you crying"

She shuttered "wo..."
"Kisi ne kuch kha ya phir fans ke hate comments ya kuch aur just tell I'll kill that person "

She  said between her sobs "shut up Ansh it's nothing like that"

I asked confusingly "tou phir"
She crid more while saying "wo hum isliye ro reh the kyuki hum guilty hai ke hume apke bare me sb kuch pata hai but humne apse apna itna bada sach chupaye rkha hai aur ye guilt hume Roz kha rha hai"

I closed my eyes sighing

I  also want to know that what it is but she said she will tell me the truth but she needs time and I am even ready to give her forever if she wants

I hugged her caressing her hair as I said
"Meri jaan agar tumhe humesha ka bhi waqt chahiye tou maine humesha ke liye rukne ko tayar hoon mujhe tum par yaqeen hai"

She smiled faintly....

TBC

A short filler chapter next part will be dhamaka one 😭

Next part me kuch ulta sidha ho tou mujhe blame nhi krna story line ho yhi hai vrna boring hojayegi

Bye see you soon aur next part me I'll upload a Spotify playlist for sarhadein bye bye