SARHADEIN

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आहातें कैसी ये आहातें सुनत
हूं आज कल ऐ दिल बता
दास्ताकेन देते है दास्ताकेन
क्यों अजनबी से पल ऐ दिल बता
कुछ तो है जो नींद आये कम
कुछ तो है जो आंखें है नाम
कुछ तो है जो तू कह दे तो
जल्दी जल्दी मरजाये हम

I covered my face with one hand as the sun rays disrupted my sleep

I felt a sting in my head without even waking up properly I sat up blinking my eyes few times ughhh

I rubbed my palm over my face when I felt something and I realised it a the engagement ring

I am engaged....
Not with siya...
But with her sister...

I notice a glass in my side table I picked up the glass and saw a note kept therePicking up the note I opened it and read it

Drink this hope it helps with your hangover and come down for breakfast

~Diya

Diya?

What was she doing in my room how the hell she knows I was drunk

Anyways whatever drink it was it did helped me with my Hangover

Putting on a white shirt and a black joggers I went down I had to I didn't wanted to have breakfast because If I do I will have to vomit again

But I had to go down because of my family members

I was half way on the stairs when I saw the little boy and Diya in the kitchen

I heard his name is darshan
He was sitting on the counter and Diya was feeding him breakfast forcefully

He said "mumma humne kha tha hum bs taste krenge"

And she replied with"tou tasting hi tou ho rhi hay ab chup chap kha lo"

And he said with food stuffed in his mouth "par hume bhook nhi lgti jldi hi tou fir kyun zabardasti khilati hay aap hume"

She smiled..
I first time saw her carefully she looks beautiful while smiling

WTF are you thinking Avyansh you love siya you can't betray her by loving someone else

She smiled and said "apko eating disorder hay iska mtlb ye nhi betu ki aap khana chor de you have to eat agar aap khoge nhi tou strong kha se banoge"

Eating disorder at such young age

My brain mocked me 'ha bilkul waisi hi jaise tujhe hui thi'

I sighed and went down I was searching for shaurya Nats and ruh but I couldn't find anyone near

I heard a voice and I turned and saw diya she said "nashta nhi krenge aap"

I wonder how she was so normal after that engagement incident

I replied to her Coldly "nhi mujhe bhook nhi"
She replied "maine dekha apne humari baatein suni jo humne darshan ko kahi par hum phir se repeat krenge eating disorder hone ka mtlb ye nhi ki hum khana chor de khana is a necessity I understand maybe you find it difficult to eat but it doesn't mean ki aap din me bs ek meal le just to survive"

My eyes snapped to her face which were staring at my hand a few seconds ago

That's when everything from last night flashed back in my mind

How I told her my life story maine kisi ko nhi bataya tha kuch bhi siya ko chorke

How she told me she'll listen to me just like mumma used to listen to dad

How I begged her to be with me every time she was about to go

I betrayed siya...?
Did I really....?

I looked at her in horror when she said "no you didn't betray her"

Did I Fuckin said it aloud

I was speechless I sighed and said replied Coldly "it would be better if you mind your own business I don't really want to disrespect you Ms Rathore and stay away from my problems kyuki main khud ka dushman hoon mere itne kareeb Mt ana ki tumhara bhi ban jaun"

She snapped her eyes to me hearing my words "apke problems humare problems tbhi hogye the jb apne hume ring pehnaya tha aur "

She paused and came closer to me I wanted to move back but it felt like my body wasn't in my control it was like a statue for a moment

Coming closer to me she whispered in my ear "aur rhi baat humare apke itne kareeb aane ki aap humare dushman ban jaye tou tayar rehna humare dushman Bane keliye"

She backed off and smiled innocently at me and said meekly "hum chalte hai apka nashta aur kuch medicines humne ready krke dinning table par rakh Diya hai zaroor Lena ek vitamin hai kyuki apki kal raat fever tha aur dusra apki eating disorder ke liye hopefully you won't have to vomit this time vitamin khane ke baad aur dusri wali khane se pehle le Lena"

I looked at her fading figure main nhi chahta Mere andr ke darinde se tum Rubaru ho diya nhi chahta ki tum wo sb dekho Jo Maine sbse chupa rakha hai

Nhi chahta apni ek aur kamzori banana nhi chahta ke phir kisi aur se jud jana aur wo dur hojaye mujhse main nhi chahta ki siya ko dhoka dedun ye chaha ke bhi nhi ho payega mujhse

Aisa nhi ki main nhi chahta thik hoon inn bimariyon se chutkara pana par nhi kr pata hoon

Har jane se pehle harne ka dar rehta hai khi agar sach me har gaya tou meri wo jhuti mazbuti Tut jayegi

Kash Aaj yaha pe mera sath mumma hoti tou shyd ye din dekhna hi na padhta mujhe

Bohot zyada kamzor hoon tumhe protect nhi kr paunga main shyd ulta tumhari zindagi barbad hojayegi you deserve better and Siya also deserves better isliye main usse kuch nhi bataunga ki main kon hoon

Kyuki mere jaise ke sath rehna na siya deserve krti hai na tum krti ho Diya

I was standing there when shaurya called me and said "bhai ap kha ho yr sb dhund reh hai aaj apki Sangeet hai aur aap yaha khade hoke apni dream land me ho"

I glared at him and said "tu apni tameez Mt bhul yaha aake pankh nikal gye hai ghr chal tb dekhta hoon tujhe"

He said "sorry aap jldi ajao" and left

TBC

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