To, Ashtray ps. i love you

Chapter 8- aftermath of the party

ALEXANDERS POV

I wake up in maddys bed in shorts and a top. I dont remember anything from last night. How drunk did i get? I sit up and hold my head since i have a massive headache. Maddy wasnt up here which meant she was downstairs.

I walk downstairs to see maddy and my auntie talking at the table with my uncle passed out as always.

Maddy- "morning lexa, there is some paracetamol for u on the table and a glass of water since i am betting you have a massive headache after last night"

Alex- "what happened last night?"

Maddy- "you were wasted, u fell down the stairs at the party and kissed ash it was pretty crazy"

Alex- "I KISSED ASH!?"

Maddy- "yeah u did. He helped u get in the car and came to get me. It was pretty crazy. But, ur phone is on charge upstairs sine it died last night"

Alex- "i am never drinking again"

Maddy- "i have said that, never ends up happening"

Sonia- "yeah, i told you not to get too drunk and now u are very hungover"

Alex- "i dont feel to goo-"

I run to the closest toilet and be sick in it. Maddy holds my hair back while sonia rubs my back gently. I throw up alot and when im finally done i sit with my knees up thinking about how much of a fucking idiot i am for kissing ash. I clean myself up and go back upstairs. Maddy follows me incase i be sick again. I start crying because i just feel like and idiot for kissing ash last night and maddy hold me while i just sob my eyes out.

Maddy- "lexa whats wrong?"

Alex- "i cant believe i kissed ash, im such a fucking idiot"

Maddy- "no u are not, u were drunk it doesnt mean anything"

Alex- "i think i like him, i dont think he likes me back i think im a fucking idiot mads"

Maddy- "awe love, its okay check if he has messaged u or not"

I nod and wipe my tears away. I grab my phone from the dresser and unplug it from the wall. I turn on my phone to see a bunch of messages from many different people.

Lex😋
Hey boo, i heard what happened at the party message me soon.
Lexa?
Girl ur worrying me
Hun
Love i am worried

Kitkat🙈

Mads told me what happened u okay?
Girl im worried message me
Alex message me
Call me soon plz

Cass😘
Hey, u okay?
U drank alot last night.
Also DO NOT CHECK INSTA
love u hun

Rue‼

I know u dont know me but lexi gave me ur number, hope ur alright.

Ash❤❗

Hey ma,checking on you
U okay?
Answer ur fucking phone alex
Al im worried rn
I will come at the window again
Call me soon love