MARRIED TO A GAY BILLIONAIRE (GAY SERIES#1)

•CHAPTER 43•

FRASER P.O.V

"Dad can I ask you some question?"- ran ask me at andito kami ngayon sa may park nakaupo sa isang bench at kagagaling nya lang maglaro.

"Yes you may,what is it?"- sabi ko sa kanya.

"Why you and mom got separated ?"- he ask out of nowhere.

"Why you ask that question?"- I ask him, after 3 days na pagsasama namin nang anak ko ngayon nya lang ito natanong saakin. I'm not ready to this kind of question.

"I'm just wondering dad, why you two broke up"- he innocently said

"I know you're too young to tell you this at hindi mo pa siguro ito masyadong maintindihan anak pero sasabihin ko parin sayo ito"- panimula ko nakatingin lang ako sa mga batang naglalaro habang nagsasalita ako at si ran naman ay nasa tabi ko nakaupo at nakikinig lang saakin.

"I'm all ears dad"- he said, I sighed before I tell him the truth.

"I meet your mom when that time na na bunggo nya yung kotse ko, she's drunk at that time, I let her pay for the damage that she  caused to my car but she refused to pay it because she said that she haven't enough money to pay the damage and ayaw nya ring gamitin ang money nang parents nya dahil papagalitan daw siya dahil sa katangahang nagawa niya"- I paused first at ibinaling ko ang tingin ko sa anak ko.

"And I said to her that if she will not pay for it then ipapakulong ko sya but she beg na wag raw at gagawin niya ang lahat basta wag ko raw siyang ipakulong, well sakto rin na naghahanap ako nang babae non para magpanggap na bilang asawa ko so I made a deal with her she will not pay the damage but in return she will be my fake wife and she agreed  with that deal"- I said to him I paused becaused he asked me something.

"Why did you look for a fake wife dad?"- he curiously ask, well I think this is the time na aminin ko sa kanya kong ano ako dati.

"Because I'm gay back then"- mahinang Usal ko nakita ko naman ang pagkabigla sa mukha niya.

"Yo-you're gay back then dad?"- di makapaniwalang tanong niya

"Yes son but that's all in the past, everything changed when I fell in love to your mom, we got married pero I made that contract fake yun ang alam ko pero di ko alam na binago pala yun ni dad and he changed it to legal one"- I said

"So you mean dad that you and mom is legally married?"- nanlalaking matang tanong niya.

"Yes"- simpleng turan ko

"Then bwakit pwo kayo naghiwalay?"- may pagkabulol na tanong niya.

"Because I always denied my feelings for her to the point na nasasaktan ko na pala siya emotionally and physically, you know what son I regret all the bad things I've done to your mom, I love her so much you know, noong time na umalis sya doon lang ako natauhan at nasabi ko sa sarili ko na di ko pala kayang wala siya , and that time hindi ko alam na umalis siya na nasa womb kana pala niya, hanggang sa may iniwan siyang sonogram mo doon sa may kwarto namin, I regret na pinakawalan ko siya, pinakawalan ko ang napaka precious na tao sa buhay ko and up until now pinagsisihan ko parin yun and I'm sorry son wala ako sa tabi nyo nong ipinagbubuntis ka pa nang mommy mo"- i said at may ilang butil nang luha ang lumabas sa mga mata ko.

"Its ok dad, I understand"- and with that he hug me and I hug him back, thanks God and he gave me a such an understanding son.

"Do you love mom dad? What I mean is now?"- he ask

"Of course son, I really really do love your mom, and if she given me a second chance to prove m love to her I will do it, but I don't think she will gave me another chance because she loath me"- na wawalang pag asang sabi ko, umalis nang pagkakayakap saakin si ran and he face me.