lovelylivingstories

why do i make these same mistakes over and over again?
          
          i fell for someone else a year ago, now i've got another one on deck. 
          
          it was short lived, but i fell very fast. 
          
          i would warn you, but i want you
          
          you should warn me not to, but why would you
          
          you dont feel the same but i wished you would
          
          i need your love and i think you should
          
          but you wont
          
          you dont love me
          
          it's like needing to see 
          
          but behind smudged glass

Little Poem/Song I wrote :)
          
          How is it that in instant
          You can fall out of love
          When all this time you thought
          You were in it for the long run
          But you're not
          That was your shot
          
          Something was wrong
          We were on the radio
          It turned into a bad song
          That I really hate to listen to
          Sometimes when I hear a song
          I can still feel your hands in mine
          And I think everything's fine
          But I don't love you anymore
          That's for sure
          
          You made me feel good
          But only when I told you you should
          You said you wanted to kiss me
          But that wasn't ever a plan, I see
          You were scared?
          Of me leaving you?
          Well me too
          But here I am
          
          Something was wrong
          We were on the radio
          It turned into a bad song
          That I really hate to listen to
          Sometimes when I hear a song
          I can still feel your hands in mine
          And I think everything's fine
          But I don't love you anymore
          That's for sure
          
          I fell out
          Out of love
          Yet you still hang about
          Trying to put us back together
          But I don't want to go back
          Because unlike what is said
          Since we're broken
          Don't fix it
          
          I'm done 
          But you're still here
          Life isn't fun
          When you're still here
          I said no
          I don't want to be friends
          This is what I have to show it
          You broke my heart
          But I came back
          And now that we're apart
          I'm happy
          I finally like the song
          And this song isn't wrong
          I could listen forever

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wow i suck!!! ugh school is hectic and im failing some stuff and disney world!!!!! that was super cool!!!!!! ok yeah anyway, love y'all!!!!!

Did I just lose my passion?
          No, I can move on
          There's no one I can trust in
          I have to go on
          "I'm deep in shallow waters
          I feel it pouring over"
          I relate too much
          I guess it's new
          This kind of feeling, and such
          "You'll never know this pain in side
          No lie
          This heart will only heal in time
          The clock is tickin' the fear away
          Take me to the river and run
          I'm divin' in"
          
          I sing like my life depends on it
          because it does
          
          I scream this out
          because it feels so good
          
          "Wade in the water, wade in the water
          
          CLOCK IS TICKING IM NOT AFRAID
          
          I'm deep in shallow waters
          I feel it pouring over"
          
          (Inspired by "To the River" by Pentatonix, on the Target Deluxe Album, if  you can listen to it on Sound Cloud, I suggest you do)

ALRIGHT YOU GUYS PART NINE IS UP GO READ IT SHARE IT VOTE COMMENT AND PAY ATTENTION. LOVE INTEREST IS ADDED FOR REGAN #LGBTQPride ❤️ Regan

Hi lovely people, I was just writing some of part 9 of the PTX baby, but im super tired so im gonna to to bed. Gooood niiiiiiiiight

Hey you guys. Sorry I haven't been updating very much, I went through a tough breakup and I had plans of putting her in my story, so I'm going to need some time to figure out where Regan is going and where Pentatonix will be. Hey, perhaps I'll make Regan have the relationship I wanted or something different. Thanks for your patience. Love you guys a lot <3

hai beautiful