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alexgaskarth atl boyxboy jackbarakat ocd romance schizophrenia

Alex has severe OCD and schizophrenia. He soon meets Jack at school, who teaches him it's okay to be mentally ill. Will Jack's love replace Alex's voices?All Rights Reserved

alexgaskarth atl boyxboy jackbarakat ocd romance schizophrenia

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