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^~*I Guess Not*~^

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blackgirls diary life reallife

This is a diary. Not a real one, but a fictional one in which our character, Astrid, talks about real topics about the real world.  *Not cringy I swear...or i'll try*

Astrid is a 12 (almost 13) year old African American girl. Half of her life was spent at a pretty much all white school, so when she goes to a majority Black and Hispanic school things take a change. She talks about topics that she wouldn't give her input out loud on.


WARNING: This book may in fact voice true opinions. Do not take offense if you do not agree.All Rights Reserved

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