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This chapter is a bit angsty so please don't sue me.
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Haneul's point of view➩
"HANEUL?!"
Fuck.
I'm dead.
What did I do to deserve this?
I am fucking embarrasing.
IT'S SEOKJIN HYUNG!!!!!!!!
"What is she doing here? And importantly why is she wearing apron?"
"Because she works here. Who are you guys?"
Jubyeom answered Seokjin Hyung who was standing shocked with 3 others, Taehyung , Namjoon Hyung and Hoseok Hyung. They rushed to me and looked at me with wide opened mouth. I was standing with my head low. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't lie.
"What is he saying? Is it true?"
A single word was refusing to come out of my mouth. Then he screamed at me. Although it sounded funny but he wasn't in funny mood. Anger was dripping from his face. Then there was Namjoon Hyung calling somebody.
"Hello PDnim?"
My eyes widen and I immediately snatched the phone from his hands. I can't let this happen.
"Tell me Haneul."
"I lied because I wanted money."
"You know you aren't allowed to do part time now. Still you are here."
Then Jubyeom came and interrupted.
"What happened guys? Tell me I may help in something."
Namjoon Hyung turned to him and started telling everything. Shit my job is also gone now.
"She is an idol trainee. Almost an idol, we aren't allowed to do job but still she is doing job."
He then looked at me with disappointed face and came to me.
"Why did you lie Haneul?"
I was so done with all these questions. The inner rage in me was developing so frequently that I looked up.
"Stop with these questions now. I'm not answering any of you. And you take that apron. I quit."
Shit.
Why did I quit?
Maybe because I didn't want him to fire me? But anyways I took off the apron and handed him and went out of the store running towards the dorm. I'm so done with everything right now. I didn't know that I have to face all these things at such age.
I opened the door of the dorm and saw Jimin and Jeongguk fooling around. They both looked at my raging figure. Jimin got alerted and came towards me.
"You bitch!! Why didn't you stop them coming from the store where I work? You are such a traitor."
"What? They went to the store? They told me they are going to buy some tteokbeokki."
Then Jeongguk came in our conversation.
"You do part time? And you hide it from us?"
"Shut up you little shit. I've had enough of your bullshit. If you are angry stay, angry I don't care."
Then I ran to the room and locked it from the inside. I immediately layed on the bed and started sobbing, burying my face on the pillow. Man I was crying so ugly but without any sound. I don't want anyone to listen my sobs.
Then I heard knocks on the door.
Shit.
I immediately stood up and wiped my tears before asking.
"Who's it?"
"It's me, Seokjin. Open the door."
I looked myself at the mirror one more time and went to open the door. Please don't let them know I cried.
He then came inside and locked the door. What the actual fuck? He then sat on the bed and told me to sit beside him. I did what he said.
"What happened Haneul? Tell me. You know I'm like your older brother. Whatever you will say I will accept it."
"Nothing hyung I just needed money that's it."
"Your family don't give you expenses?"
Then I went silent. What should I say now? And guess what? My tears were building up when he mentioned family. I immediately lowered my head.
"You crying?"
"No no I'm just guilty."
He sighed heavily and put his hands on my shoulders.
"I hear you every night sobbing quietly. I know you don't like crying Infront of anyone but trust me it will relieve you when you will cry once infront of me. This will be our little secret."
I can't take it anymore.
As soon as he mentioned secret, I burst out crying and immediately hugged him. He wrapped his hands around me and started patting my head.
W-wow!
I mean it's wonderful feeling. It was like all the weight from my chest has been taken away. I was crying really badly putting my face on his shoulder. He was continuously mumbling "it's okay, it's okay". Then he spoke still embracing me.
"Now will you tell me? To be honest everyone deserves an explanation so how about you tell everyone about yourself. What happened to you and what you are going through. We are a team. We need to share everything to each other. There should be no secrets at all."
He is right. I should tell everyone. I was still scared but I wanted to tell everyone everything. I don't want any lies between us anymore. I pulled out from the hug and looked at him.
"I wanna tell them."
He smiled at me and ruffled my hairs. This time, I didn't feel bad when he did this. I smiled faintly and we went out side the dorm.
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Every single damn eye was on me. This can't be more awkward right now. I was waiting for the opportunity to start but I was Hella scared. Then Taehyung spoke.
"We don't have all day."
Ouch.
Then Seokjin Hyung said with anger.
"Can't you see how awkward she is right now? If you can't respect your band members then we can't expect you to respect anyone in this world. And Haneul take your time."
Taehyung apologized to me and Seokjin Hyung as well. I took a deep breathe and gathered all the courage in me. I was so ready now.
"It all started when my dad found out I have 144 iq. His dream was to become a prosecutor but he couldn't so he started seeing his dream in me. I was an A grade student so his expectations went above. But in reality I wanted to be a musician. I wanted to rap, dance and compose music. But as long as my father's dream was there, it was impossible."
Everyone went on pin drop silence. It was like I controlled the atmosphere around myself. They were listening to me with so concentration.
"I auditioned in bighit behind his back and surprisingly I got selected. I was happy but my father didn't know about it. When he got to know, he slapped me and kicked me out of the house. He cut all the expenses he used to give me. I was bound to do a part time job. I didn't want you guys to think I'm nothing but a burden. I don't know why but I have a huge self esteem and for it I can do anything. That's why I hid the fact that I do part time job."
Everyone sighed.
Then Yoongi hyung spoke.
"It's not like I give a damn as my family was also like this, not supporting at all but this is not a reason to kick a 15 year girl out in this world with no money."
He has a point but I disappointed him. That excuse covered all his deed. I mean he loved me so much and I disappointed him. But then I continued.
"Oh believe me it's nothing. I don't know how he will react when he will get to know that I'm in a boy group and also that I was an underground rapper- shit no."
Last line was not intentional. Shit
I didn't want to tell them that? Why? Oh my god. This is one of the darkest secret I'm keeping inside my heart. Only my brother knows. Why did it slip from my mouth? I'm usually really good at keeping secrets.
Everyone screamed.
"YOU WERE WHAT?!"
"Nothing."
Namjoon Hyung and Yoongi hyung came to me and sat infront of me.
"You were underground rapper-? Which group? Which society?"
"I was with- wait what why?"
Then Jimin Hyung spoke from behind.
"Because they were also underground rappers."
I looked them at shock. But I felt ease. They were woahing at the fact that I was underground rapper. Then Yoongi hyung spoke.
"What was your name?"
"Um Mono peeper under Vixen group with 5 other members."
Namjoon Hyung narrowed his eyes and looked at me. Don't tell me he saw me somewhere. He is not from here right so it's impossible.
"By any chance you came to Ilsan?"
I started to think that if I went there or not. Then I remembered.
"Yess!"
It was my Taekwondo competition in Ilsan so I went with my Vixen group. I took them with me as we planned to visit Ilsan down town society for a battle.
"Were you by any chance that girl who wear mask , bandana and have that weird one eye makeup."
Here goes my identity revealed. I swear even my group members didn't know how I looked. They just knew that I'm good at rapping and I'm 13 years old.
"Uh kinda."
"You what? Oh god it was you??? That's why all the time I used to think that your rapping reminds me of someone. God damn. You were so good I have to say that."
I smiled when he appreciated my rapping skills. Then Taehyung spoke.
"Namjoon Hyung tell us your name as well."
He kinda looked triggered when he mentioned his name thingy. He rubbing his forehead and looked at me.
"Runch Randa."
God-
Is he trying to scare me? The name is really scary god.
"It's really unique. I'm sorry I didn't notice you that day."
"No worries I didn't rap that day."
Then Jeongguk spoke.
"Yoongi hyung tell yours."
"Yeah sure. I was underground rapper in Daegu with the name of gloss."
I SNORTED.
Me and other members started laughing their ass off when he mentioned his name. All that tension in the environment went off.
"Is it some kinda beauty cream advertising."
I said while trying to control my laugh. Then Jeongguk spoke.
"His name would be gloss as well in this group as well hahaha but PDnim changed it."
Then Yoongi hyung got triggered and turned to Jeongguk. Well something is about to happen. I can smell it.
"Oh who's talking? Tell me what was your decided name Seagull?"
Seagull?
YOU ARE KIDDING ME?
We all started laughing once again making Jeongguk a little mad. Then Jimin Hyung started hitting him playingly while laughing so bad.
"Tell us your BabyJ?"
BabyJ?
What the fuck is today? Revealing day? I didn't even realise that the angsty part of our conversation turned into really chill and funny. I was feeling so relaxed now after sharing the pains and struggles of my life. We all shared a group hug as we deserved it really much.
I was feeling a strong connection in me and these boys. I looked at Jeongguk who was a little bit embarrassed to me. I went to him and put my hands on his shoulder.
"What happened?"
"I'm just really guilty of accusing you. Maybe I don't drop on conclusions. I'm sorry Haneul."
"It's okay big boy. At least I can tease you with that Seagull name."
He then furrowed his eyes and made a cute pout before speaking. God I will snatch that pout.
"Yah it's not that bad name. I like it."
"Oh boy your taste is bad."
He then started arguing with me while everyone started cheering who will win. Lol it was like a WWF fight. I can't wait to debut with these guys. I wasn't this much sure in my entire life of anything. Now this is my sole group. I promise that I will dedicate my life , my time and my hard work to this group no matter what happens.
No one can stop me now.
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