Him.
Why? Why can't I said it? I can't give up on her, yet. But I should. I really should. It hurts. It hurts so bad. No one is here. No one. Should I wait a little longer? I dont want to be the one who ruined her relationship with him even though she ruined her relationship with me, for him. I can't be that cruel. It's not me. I am not even myself anymore at this point. Should I just, leave for good? Forever? I might as well forget her, us, our love story that we built a long time ago. Maybe I should. Who knows this might be a reason for her to keep me in her mind. This will be my last hope. Am I selfish for saying that? I couldn't handle this anymore. This might be the best way. Yeah. It did.