I know this is really messed up but I can't update because a couple reasons:
1) I have AP tests soon
2) I feel like my writing is crap lately
3) I just found out my friend faked having a terminal illness and lied to me about being raped at etc. And it's really fucking me up right now
4) I have so many things to do in so little time
Lately my mental state has been really bad but I have good ideas for this book but I can't bring myself to do it for some reason. I'm gonna try my best to write but for now it seems like I won't be updating till mid to late May
Again I'm really sorry