Philophobia : fear of being in love or falling in love
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" good morning mom " smiled Jimin grabbing a apple from the kitchen counter and
Then walking into the living room.
" you look happy are you going to Jungkook's house ? " she asked
" yeah , how did you know ? " he asked
" oh...Jungkook makes you happy " she smiled
" oh...anyway I'll see you later " he blushes
" Have fun ! " she smiled
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" ...Jungkook ! I made you cake " said Mrs. Jeon
" ...thanks mom " Jungkook looked at the cake , it was in a heart shape and had love written on it
" um...mom everything okay ? " asked Jungkook
" yeah why wouldn't it be...anyway it's the weekend so...going any where with
I don't know someone special? Hmmm " asked Mrs. Jeon
" ...uh I'm going to the mall with some friends? " said Jungkook
" hmm...who ? " she asked
" Jin hyung , Namjoon hyung , Yoongi hyung , Taehyung , Hoseok hyung and
Jimin-Ssi " he said
" are you and Taehyung...a thing ? " she asked
" no no no he's with Yoongi hyung " said Jungkook
" What about Jin and Namjoon ? " she asked
" there a thing " said Jungkook
" and Hoseok ? " she asked
" we barely know each other...I just know him through Jimin-ah "
Mrs . Jeon looked at him...he had called Jimin , Jimin-Ah which unless
Your dating someone you don't call them that...
" I want to invite Jimin over for dinner next Suday "
Jungkook spit out his water and looked at her confused " why ? " he asked
" ...I want to get to know him...that's all...he seems to interest you - "
" um...okay I'll ask him then..." he says walking to his room to change
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" ...Hello Mrs. Jeon " waved Jimin
" Hello Jimin , Jungkook is getting ready why don't you sit down " said Mrs . Jeon
" okay sure " he said , he was wondering why she was acting a bit strange...
" So...have you ever fallen in love ? " asked Mrs. Jeon
" ...I...yes but... " said Jimin
Jungkook stopped half way from the Stairs and listened to what his mom and
Significant others were talking about.
" but ? " she asked confused
" hey hyung ready to go ? " said Jungkook , he knew Jimin hated talking about love so
Wanted to change the subject
" oh...Jimin would you like to come for dinner this Sunday " asked Mrs . Jeon
" of course only if your not busy " added Jungkook
" actually I'm free and I would be delighted to attend " he said
" that's great now have fun " she smiled
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They both got into A Taxi and as they drove something wondered in Jungkook's mind...
" what were you and my mom talking about ? " asked Jungkook
" she was asking me about love ? Does she usually talk about that ? " asked Jimin
" I don't know...Jimin I think there planning something...think about it "
Said Jungkook realising what they were doing
" what did your parents ask you this morning ? " asked Jungkook
" erm...how you were and that you made me happy ? " he said
" and my mom made me a cake with love written on it " said Jungkook
" there planning on...an arranged marriage! " exclaimed Jungkook
" ...your right ! But...with who ?! " asked Jimin
" I don't know some girl , guy ? " he sighed
" well what do we do ?! " asked Jimin
" ...well we need to tell them...we're a thing then " said Jungkook
" when...? " asked Jimin
" um...how about Sunday ? "
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They picked up Taehyung , Yoongi and hoseok and then drove to jins house
" so where are we going again ? " asked Taehyung
" to Jin hyungs house anyway let's play some music " said Jungkook
" ...what song is this ? " asked Yoongi
" it's promise by Park Jams " said Jungkook
" no play Euphoria by Justin seagull because he's my bias in STB " said Jimin
" but like that Agust M guy is pretty cool " said Yoongi
" But like that Gucci guy is so handsome " gushed Taehyung
" let's just play the song magic shop ? " said Hoseok
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After an hour of playing video games , eating out and watching movies:
" ...hey guys I'm tired I'm going to go for a walk outside" said Taehyung
" yeah...me too " said yoongi following him
As soon as they walked outside they all rushed to hoseok
" so spill " said Jin
" Spill...what ? " asked Hoseok
" your crush on Taehyung " said Jimin
Jungkook spit out his water " you have a crush on Tae ? " he asked
" ...I'm sorry he's with Yoongi now - "
" hey it's fine " said Hoseok
" ...I'm sorry but I knew Taehyung liked Yoongi hyung , he would talk
About him since we were like 10 and I thought since Yoongi hyung moved away
He had fallen for you..." sighed Jungkook
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" ...you said something about love to my mom ? " asked Jungkook
" I...yeah " he said , not wanting to tell Jungkook
" ...what does it mean that word ? " asked Jungkook
" I can't...tell you..." said Jimin
" why not don't you trust me ? " he asked
" I do trust you " said Jimin
" don't you love me ? " asked Jungkook
" I-I..." he hesitated not being able to speak
" ...you don't ? " asked Jungkook
" No...I..I...just..it's...i " he stammered not being able to speak
" this whole time we have been together you haven't even said the word "
Said Jungkook coldly
" well you wouldn't understand ! " said Jimin
" understand what ? That you don't love me ? " said jungkook
" you don't understand " he said again
" how can I understand if you don't tell me ?! Or ever love me ?! "
" you don't understand how much I have suffered "
He said walking into his house and slamming the door shut...before Jungkook
Could follow him or even speak...
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" ...Hyung I need you help " sighed Jungkook calling Hoseok
" ...yeah what's up ? " he asked
" what the hell is Philophobia "
" ...oh...did you and Jimin get into a fight ? " asked Hoseok
" yes...why ? " asked Jungkook
" ...Jungkook he was raped when he was five ! And he feels unsafe with everyone
Someone he trusted hurt him...and then Taemin didn't help either he made matters worse...
And...Jimin since an young age had Philophobia..."
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" Philophobia is when your scared of being in love or falling love "